146th post.
and i guess this is it.

Finally, FINALLY, it's submission time. i'm not saying i hate this, i just rather spend time my time after Promos enjoying myself. instead of stressing out over other things.

i still have feelings, and that's why i still care. sometimes i'm disappointed. but i know this is not the right time. Speak Now - Taylor Swift. Yes, perhaps i'll regret not telling you how i feel. but.. i guess this just isn't the right time. fine, i'm scared it'll turn out all wrong. it's different, i'm sure you have to agree. and i can't help but feel this way. It's like, i know nothing i say will change this. and thats why im keeping quiet. i won't wait till its too late, just till it's the right time. maybe till then, i'm gonna be fine. gonna be okay without you.

all this time alone helped me re-prioritise. i think i know how i should split my time. instead of in the past. i know better now.

because i still love you.
history will NOT repeat itself.
trust me (cavan)