59th post.
this will be long.

chinese camp.
fell asleep at 12plus.
woke up at 5plus.
had to report at school by 645.
cabbed there with mum and dad.
sat there talking and roi suddenly go tao pok cavan.
and his wound opened again.
lol. sat with rachel on the bus there.
listen to emo songs till i cry lols.
hmmm the camp was a horror i guess.
every moment is remembered.
ha but it taught me many many things.
1. if u think ur teacher sucks, there are worst.
2. if u think u see ill mannered children, there are worst.
3. if u think our cchms pupils suck, u are so stupid.
4. if u think u are very hungry, u can be worst.
5. if u think u stink, u can stink even more.

yes after 3 days of being kp-ed by a guy who doesnt even care about our welfare, treat us like slaves and expect so much from a 15-year-old, i think i am prepared to face anything. 3 days of being kp-ed by teachers, asking us to lead the group of wandering children in a dark place and expect them to be orderly. teachers making us PULL the p5s into two straight lines. saying that we say or shout is useless. hello. they are p5s cant they line themselves up? 3 days of serving food to those ill-mannered, impolite brats. who wun even say a word thankyou. who points at their plates and say 'spring roll'. who refills their waterbottles with fruit punch such that there are none left for the facilitators. yes the camp taught me much. i just cant imagine. teachers kp u. students kp u. we are left to fend for ourselves. and when we get snacks from outside to fill our dinner-less stomachs, the teacher-in-charge of the whole camp had to confiscate it. yes. his rule is 10pm lights out, no outside food. his briefing is 1030-1130, u tink we can turn back time? no outside food har. then how the hell can liling, anngie and shuhadah see few bags of mcdonalds? please lorhs, u and ur gang of teachers eat even before the students. then come kp us when we eat with them. wad is this. u dun give us time to eat before, during or after. so are we supposed to starve to death? we are ur most valuable thing there. without us, u are so screwed. and u still dare to treat us like that. please, i so hope u receive so much complains u have to eat bread and water for the rest of ur life. oh i shouldnt be mean. so let it be bread with jam then.

after the camp, me cavan roi edwin rachel lynette went to eat kfc. and we had a freaking good time. haha making fun of the people at the camp. seriously, im glad we could laugh it off. at least it was hatred anymore. hmmm then went back home with cavan roi and edwin. played soccer and basketball retarded style. yes it was so so funny. hahah but we managed to win a group of guys. ha even retards rock okay. then went home slept at 9+. next day woke up at 730 went to plaza sing to get phone. gosh i spent like $22.75 at the cocoa trees. $148 at starhub to get phone. and $32.90 at secret recipe. yes i just cant control myself. the choco banana cake WAS ULTRA NICE OKAY. then went to national heart centre with mum and dad to see doc and dietician. then went back to plaza sing again to watch movie at cathay. after movie walked back to plaza sing [third time i went there] for dinner. i regretted skipping dinner. cause i was so hungry when i reach home. shit. i think people wun read this since it's like 2 big chunks. oh well, wadevas. went back home, charge my phone and went to sleep.

woke up went to eat breakfast with mum.
on the way back, we met a cleaner at the void deck.
he found this bird and looking for an owner.
not sure if my dad will allow, i took it home first.
then prepare everything for the bird.
dad called, say dont allow.
so went back downstairs to look for the cleaner.
arggh. little green bird. im sorry.
guess we're just fated to meet, destined to be apart.
goodbye little green bird. i will miss you.

argh my phone is so not user friendly.
but the buttons are oh-so-cute.



58th post.
since im kinda retarded. and bored.
i shall do personal dedications!

hahaha mood swings today.
anyways thanks to these people who tolerated my fancy moodswings.
-roi
-cavan
-lynette
-alicia
-edwin
-shawn
-IF [imaginary friend]

personal dedications:
colin: lols see, i told u roi's sick. and he dares to say sick stuff in front of me canz. haha not the only one though. i feel so polluted. walao, make me say ur name for fun. then never tag my blog. u funny dude. yes haha u can get my mind off him. cause our conv. topics always drift around. haha.
roi: hey dude quickly get over her kae? i saw her at 7-11 today and i din say hi. cause the sight of her already make me feel like slapping someone. guess who. thanks for always being there to listen to my emo talks and letting me have moodswings. haha u gotta bear with it for a few more days.
cavan: lol the oh-so-random guy. haha me and roi will be like emo-ing and u'll suddenly talk bout her. lols!
lynette: hello girl. haha u and ur funny singing sessions. during mr kek's lesson. hahaha and u always never do his homework de canz. oh gosh, we got more journals to do. we're so in deep shit.
alicia: thanks for that nice hug in the canteen girl. haha CAVAN'S JEALOUS. haha i love u boyfriend. haha :D i miss you already. how am i gonna survive 3 weeks without you??????
edwin: hello the number 1 most retarded guy. hehs spam my tagboard. 3 tags wwhen u can type them in one. lols i noe they are free but do u have to? anyways see im so hardworking in posting. not like SOME PEOPLE. guess who. lols second time i said that. hahaha yes breakfast tmr. and i'll emo all the way to school.
shawn: haha mr counsellor, ur client's emo again. and she so hate seeing hEEm. hEEm makes her emo. so kill hEEm for her. please and thank you!:D haha i love my soccer practices. although u guys make me run like mad. and my hair goes *i-dunno-how-to-spell-that-sound* *chi bom* hahaha kk i tried spelling it okays.
cp: wad the. it's like u're turning out to be like him. no ur smses are not bochap but u never sms me cause u're playing cards. that's not a lot better than maple alrights ya. ahh wadeva, u dun have a responsibility anyways. stop staying up late and sleep early dude! u are so freaking lame sometimes.

guys totally suck at being boyfriends.
that's why i chose alicia wee.
she so rocks my life.

it's obvious.



57th post.
today started out really bad.
first marc got scolded.
haiz so sad.
like does who do which floor matter as much?
if u can command respect and get them to be happy,
i dun tink there's a diff.
who says that if u let them choose,
they climb over ur head.
yes they will ask to change if u force something on them.
but i believe they will understand,
if they know we have no choice.
arggh. anyway i got over that.
then amaths.
and i dun like mr tan.
is like he's mean.
and so not sociable.
then bio, ms mong din come.
so mr tan took over.
arggh, one more hour of him.
ss lecture. at hall.
wa i hate that damn floor.
but in the end got chairs.
wootz but i realise i got *ahem* halfway through
thanks to lyn for pei-ing me back class.
to get *ahem* and thanks to rachel for *ahem*
hahahaha anyways recess.
haha and i saw that dick. and fellow dicks.
yes i guess im over his frenz.
as in i dun feel it as much when i see dicks.
just when i see dickhead.
well, moodswings~
chinese, got back our papers.
nothing much lah. then english.
arggh, had to write something bout discipline in chung cheng.
haha so much to write.
so no mood plus so no time.
after school.
went with roi to buy food for the rest.
ahh, for once i hate going to the canteen.
hate seeing all of u.
cause u guys remind me of him.
ARGGH! TRYING TO SQUEEZE YOU OUT OF MY MIND!
failing
then after chem car thing, soccer.
it felt so good.
although a dick was nearby.
well, he gave me a good first impression.
tot he was a nice guy.
but in the end. he sucks.
well, i guess he's just like you.

i shall learn to stop rubbing my eyes.
cause im wasting my contacts.
tmr; monthly ones. hahahahahaa.

DOG.DICKHEAD.
i hate you.
or at least i want to.



56th post.
today is a GOOD DAY.
cause yiting skipped detention.
thanks mum! i love you.

DUTY
crap loads with cheemeixuan.
yes i so miss doing duty with her.
CHEMISTRY
yes. stupid mr lam come scare me ytd.
dun like him le.
anyways i got 72!
haha that put a smile on my face.
at least before i saw roi's paper.
he own me by one mark.
PHYSICS
oh man. i passed.
but by a little. 58.
then i realised the mcq got prob.
feel so cheated.
EMATHS
yes! im so happy.
cause i got high marks and bro's gonna treat me!
actually it's only cause of the free lunch part.
im such a pig [like edwin says]
i got 75.5/80. yes.
so happy. cause i finally own roi.
like so surprising can!
dental appointment
ps-ed chem car comp and chinese camp meeting
cause i had to meet the driller dentist
i so envy him canz.
have so much fun drilling stuff and get paid.
ya so he drilled away.
and while he clean my teeth he splash water at my face.
dental treatment + facial.
hahahaha. oh people i may be getting braces.
then i'll look like my BOYFRIEND and GIRLFRIEND.
[alicia wee and lynette yap]
and mum's complaining bout the amount of money she spent on me.
to fill my bottomless stomach.

lols this is kinda retarded but,

COLIN

see im so nice to fulfill all special requests.
wahahahaha.
okay im getting freaking high.

arggh. it's like dunno how many hours le can.
wadeva. me promised not to be affected by guys.
and that includes you.

define happiness.
you cant. it's self-defined.
im happy now. cause i'm free to go out with whoever i want.
without someone kping me when he doesnt even have the right to do so.



55th post.

today started off as a bad day.
cause i din have much sleep, contacts din do well.
yes my eyes felt itchy.
then contacts came off.
and well i tried to put it back on,
it fell to the floor.
so i had to wear my specs.
then bio debrief.
i felt stupid.
cause i got myself into 3 days of detention.
for wearing pe shirt.
yes 2pm-6pm X 3.
6X the punishment for being late.
haha what is the school trying to tell us man.
anyways did badly for bio.
failed ehist. (combined humans)
went to kallang kfc to eat lunch.
and we walked in the rain.
haha zi high-ed with cavan.
singing over you and shouting 'i got over you!'
haha dunno why he did that with me though.
but i had a perfectly good reason okays?
bought stuff for chem car
and when we went to marine parade to kick
i did something really stupid.
haha psst. shall not talk about it.
yes it's still on my mind.
let's just hope that woman wun pursure the matter.
anyways went to kick and got pissed off by a bunch of guys.
please lah. dun make a mountain out of a molehill.
HAH. like u're so big lidat.
and shawn already said sorry ritez.
wadeva. then went to parkway to get gatorade.
edwin's being retarded, as usual.
haha bought lollipops!
then cam-whored on the bus trip back with edwin.
he's so lame canz.
go take video of the passing cars.
hahahahaha. ahh wells, guess im not in the mood.
so many bad things happened today.
what is wrong with me. and the school's system.

u gotten fear from some.
u gotten anger from some.
but all u got from me is disrespect.
you think u're being fair and just?
i dont tink so.
in my eyes, u're just a pathetic guy.
someone who tries to gain attention.
someone who thinks he's doing the right thing.
someone who thinks people like him.
does it make such a big difference if we're wearing pe or uniform?
or is clarence right in saying that u're jealous.
that u cant wear pe like us.
and have to wear hideous shirts everyday.

please. dun let me fail chem, phy or emaths.
i dun wanna go pump.
i wanna live my holiday away from school.
and the many cruel unreasonable freaking lame and nothing better to do teachers.

HAH. no more emo-ness.
just pissed off.
at the fact that i got 3 days detention for something minor.
something that i feel should be over-looked.

give me something to be happy about.



54th post.

i'll start this post with:
HAHAHAHAHAHA

cause today's a funny day.
yes the first day i got specless.
the memorable day -13 may 2008-
haha took so long to wear my contacts.
first person i saw in school was alicia wee.
then we went to canteen to get MY breakfast.
to library to print stuff.
and im such a nice girl to help her print canz.
oh yes then went to concourse to sit.
wanted to see him in the end, saw him.
arggh. anyways then went to find roi.
and we walked halfway round the lake.
then sat at the gym toilet there emos.
haha saw keehock. said hi.
and he did his USUAL rude action.
then off to hall to watch video.
thought it would be boring but ended up SO NICE!
oh yes. morhange is so so cute and talented.
roi kept saying his voice is higher than mine.
like throughout the movie and after it ended.
roi lyn cavan and i went to grand audi to get milk.
yes mily. how retarded.
the teachers didn't give clear instructions.
so the four of us ended up carrying a carton of milk.
it was that heavy.
and we dropped it. hahaha.
nice teamwork guys. WE STILL ROCK!
then recess pei roi do duty.
hahaha see im a nice girl.
then saw him. again. arggh.
debrief. so dun wanna talk bout it.
ss failed. chinese din do very well.
yar that's it.
and cchms teachers are so so cruel canz.
they dismissed us at 3:45.
with NO lunch. my poor poor stomach.

went to parkway parade to eat with LYNETTE AND RACHEL.
yes they so rocks. so so so funny.
haha. oh met kc enlai and mayer on the way.
we all ate at kfc.
and rachel made me talk in a high voice and lyn a low one.
so we were saying hi to kc in the respective pitches.
and mayer keep giving me the what-the-hell-are-you-doing look.
hahahaha guess me and lyn freaked them out.
when they left they stood in one line and waved.
i was the only one who waved back since rachel and lyn are occupied.
then walked around parkway a bit.
keep static-ing them hahaha.
went to bedok to pei rachel. took 66 home with lyn.

yeah. emo songs so rock my world.

no personal dedications today.
cause yiting has new songs to learn,
new lyrics to memorise.

but now she's a happy girl.
just feeling sorry for that girl.

define love.
define eternal love.
all i know is one may be true but the other's definitely a lie.
nothing lasts forever.
i thought you would.

faith-less.



thank you mrs cat.
i love you.
although i just met you today.
well, thanks for entertaining me for so long.
with your bumps.
it felt good.
although i fell once.
haha you taught me that even when you're enjoying yourself,
you may still fall.
but when you do, what's important is
to get up.
and continue to do what you like/want to do.
thank you mrs cat.

i'll learn to live without you.
cause i dont have a choice.



yiting is a happy girl today.
till now.

it's her mama's birthday.
she spent the whole day with her parents.
except for now.
she's went all the way to tampines.
to check her eyes for contacts.
:D and she bought nice white skinnies.

yiting is sad now.
just three words.
to make me forget that im supposed to be happy.
yes i broke down.
maybe?
ahh wells.
back to trying to get over you.
more tears.

yar. i so should have heed your advice.
i shouldn't try so hard.
cause my efforts went to nought.

cant wait till tomorrow.
to see my swollen eyes.



51st post.

yes. ice skating is so so fun.
haha met kc ryan and edwin at bedok interchange in the morning.
and i was late. haha.
and kc tio bird poop early in the morning:D
haha then took 16 to kallang leisure park.
yes kang kiat and eunice were on the bus.
and we had such a nice show to watch.
hahaha. shall no reveal anything here:D
then went ice skating! wootz.
i was the only one who din fall can!
i so rocks. haha.
edwin and kc kept falling like nobody's business.
waging snow ball fight with ryan!
haha. cause only the two of us knew how to make ice!
so so so fun. and the end, ryan fell too.
once but still counted as fall before.
so i was the only who din fall!
yayy me!
haha. then went to arcade to play.
whole day tio own by kc in bball machine.
arggh gotta start training my stamina.
then i can own him in both REAL bball and FAKE bball.
hahaha. then went for lunch - pasta mania.
yes. we saw loads of cchms pple there can.
then went to catch forbidden kingdom.
yayys the show so rocks.
and ryan and kc are SO RETARDED.
haha edwin too. but din sit next to him.
lucky. he'll throw popcorn at me...
then went to arcade, AGAIN!
then went home. hahaha.

yes. finally my long day is accounted for.

arrgh. i hate this time of the month. cause u havent reply for dunno how long le. haiz dunno what to say. just that everytime i think of him, tears still flow. i also dunno why. i know he'll always be a jerk. i know im still waiting for him. yes im dumb. but well, guess im too used to seeing him by my side all the time. major change. gotta get used to it. i feel empty. im so totally sick now. `flu`cough`legs hurt from soccer`legs hurt from ice skating`muscle aches from bball machine. and yes i so totally agree with myself now. the fact that im numbing myself with activities. heck. at least im happy at that moment. it doesn't matter to anyone. seriously.

i like tv now.
cause i can always blame the show
for my tears.
tears that flow uncontrollably.



50th post.

yeah this number is nice.
anyways ive sent a new rule or wadeva.
no blogging bout the past days.
cause the past is meant to be forgotten.

so today...
maths was kinda retarded.
my sec2 times are back.
the times when i'll finish my paper in bout half the time.
yes i finished at 915.
and so regretted studying for it.
all those mensuration formulas.
and none came out.
arggh. so hate myself.
then went to parkway to makan.
with many many pple.
then arcade!
haha. thanks to kc shawn edwin cavan ryan edward
for such a fun time there!
so tio owned by kc.
at the bball machine.
and the dance dance revolution.
it's okay. it's for gays:D
then soccer! at some random court.
haha and i so stink now.
arggh. cavan and his leg cramps.
make me go inside the living hell soccer court.
please lah.
that guy is so freaking scary!
haha and the other guy is a noob!
totally man.
love making guys feel inferior.
when i tackle their ball.
wahahahahaha...
then to parkway.
at kfc slack with kc edwin ryan.
haha and we took so long to decide bout tmr.
and still not decided yet.
gosh we're indecisive.
yes that's totally the word for me.
wow guess who i saw there.
yes and i had to keep bumping into your classmates.
so hate seeing them and you.

okay now personal dedications.
see im so nice to do this everyday.

cp: yes. i love keeping myself busy and tired. even when im sick. i guess it helps keep my mind off other things? well, the fact is i still cant forget it. i feel so dumb. yes i am.
cavan: yeah feel like getting the unlimited sms plan. for all those singtel frenz. like u edwin cp. but i guess the main reason i wanted that plan is so i can sms both him and him. yeah and still, it's the reason. i dont know. yes i so should forget him. but i cant. arggh. so hate myself. totally confused.
kc: yeah no worries man. though i tio own by u in fake bball and dance dance revolution. it's okay! haha because real man play real bball. haha and i so own u in ABC for that! lols. my continuous streaks of silent balls. haha i so rock.
anon: yeah boy u next. since im talking to ya on msn, this seems quite retarded. anyways thanks for that nice talk last night. feels good to have someone to pour out your feelings too. though i repeated the story so many times i feel sick of it. haha but well, two heads are better than one. help me think of a solution ya? and joshua loke so rocks. :D

arggh com lagged. so now i gotta do this agn.
people after here, im typing this for the second time!
shawn: haha lols i forgot what i type just now but it includes u making me laugh. NON STOP! haha oh yar rmb le. i need my counsellor back. so edwin's gonna go broke. say 'yeahs' 'yeahs!'
edwin: haha i can never forget what i wanted to say to u. cause the smell keeps my memory intact. yes dude. u stink. as in literally. haha i love soccer!
alicia: yeah u next and im so gonna miss u when u go to america can. rmb bring mickey back for me k? haha minnie's for lynny.
lynny: u and ali can totally spam my blog man. haha miss u. u and ur so many band practises. i wanna go blade! whoopee.

define life.



49th post.

and this no. reminds me of biology.
and my stupid manual division.
haha.

finally. one last paper.
hope i dont screw e maths up.
cause i already did for many papers.
not much mood to blog.
so i shall do personal dedications.

alicia: yeah u first since ur name is all i see on the tagboard. haha u and lyn are official spammers can! haha i love u dude! yeah my best boyfriend. hey u're the best one yet. anyways im so so so nice to pei u today right? i think so too:D
anon: on special request. or should i say forced. haha. kk. u know i kinda got nothing to say since i dont really know u. lols. anyways heard ur name on ms chan's list! haha. and yes mr ting so rocks my world.
roi: dont emo le k? she so doesnt deserves u. and even now she wants u, i oso will stop u from being with her. totally insensitive. she so sucks. and there's so many more other cute cute girls out there man. u just gotta look. or wait for one to come ur way.
cp: yeah. i cant stop thinking bout u. and him. it's like aiyah just cant get u two out of my mind. and ur 'stop thinking bout him le lah' din help. SORRY! ahh i guess im just confused. really dunno wad to do now. yes exams are over. now i can start to emo properly.

exams just hit me like a breeze of wind.
yes i promised i would study hard.
but everything just went 'boom!' into my face.
stolen memories.

after today.
i learnt.

should i?



48th post.

lols i like 48.
randomness~
anyways slept late last night.
talk to kc till my hands so suan.
yeah. waited for cavan.
then when i left, he came online.
retarded us.
woke up went for breakfast.
then headache so decided to rest for 10 mins.
and 10 mins became 2hrs and 15mins.
arggh so much to study so little time.
think im gonna screw chem up.
sorry mr lam.
time now is 12:57.
and he hasnt smsed me.
so empty.
hehe anyways me and cavan came up with a plan.
but now we gotta find our ingredient.
lols a very rare ingredient.
which is almost impossible to find.
ahh wells, back to racking my brain.
for the ingredient.

it's better to have loved and lost;
than never to be loved at all.

cp: i dont know why. but i just suddenly dont feel like talking to u. if u're reading this. im sorry. but im just freaking emo, alrights? i dont know why but im starting to doubt everyone around me. especially the guys. they will only be my friends. nothing more. who should i trust? you?
roi: hey dun emo le kaes? she so doesnt deserve a guy like u. if she cant see what's inside u, she's dumb and blind. if she can, she just doesnt have the right feelings for ya. and dun forget ur main role is a student. so get ur results way high. dun lose to me k? or i'll never help u pack ur stuff again ar! hmmm if u can give her up, give it up. as i said it'll make things so much easier. and as i already said so many times u can survive without anyone. stay strong dude. and believe in yourself. u rock. u choose the girl. not get chosen by the girl. rock on~
cavan: u too. another emo one. but i guess u're taking it so much better than roi. anyways i dont think she is that kind of girl but i guess u two are not meant to be for now? friends are better than nothing. and if u really do like her, go for it. u noe all of us will be behind u! :D jiayous.

cherish what you have in the present.
forgive anyone for their wrongdoings.
forget any unpleasant memories.
never regret anything you do.
love with all your might
cause you may never get a second chance.

should i?
ahh wells.
exams can be like ice.
it can numb you.
till you have no more feelings.
for anything.
i give up.



47th post.

yes yiting is bored.
because she's at geylang east library.
using the com at $1.80 per hour.
hehs. now she shall use the time to talk to cavan.
and blog later tonight.
see im so nice right?
thank me cavan.

miss u.



46th post.

I'M A HAPPY GIRL TODAY.

because i didn't screw up biology as much as i thought i would.
because i managed to wake up at 4am to study.
because i saw him the moment i reached school.
because i had an almost-perfect lunch with mum.
because i got a new blue sweater.
because i realise what a funny and childish mum i got.

woke up at 4am to study.
woots. first time my plan succeeded.
after wanting to try it out for so long.
in the end will turn off my alarm and go back to sleep.
ya and this time i succeeded.
because my success will affect two people's results.
yar then mug till 530 and went back to sleep.
smsing while i went to concourse then i saw him.
yayys. feel so energetic after that.
lynette havent reach school so went to mug with beeleng.
last min revision is so useless.
cause nothing went into my head after bout 30mins of staring.
then went to frc.
lynette is so random.
halfway through frc...
lyn: freak i think i left my phone in concourse.
checks her bag. [in the middle of anouncements]
lyn: no it's in my bag.
me: DOTS. can u like check after anouncements. funny dude.
then went to take the paper.
arggh. hate that graph question.
so many people forgot to bring calculator.
including me of course.
like my calculator's not even with me can.
plus no curve ruler.
so i anyhow draw the curve. lols.
then no calculator. so i manual division.
and not enough time can. [for manual division]
like i was like 'no. i seriously hate you, maths.'
during the exam. lucky no one heard lols.
walked out with shawn, lyn, kimwee and keehock.
then went to parkway with shawn kimwee and keehock.
met kc and some other jt girls.
said hi talk a bit then went to look for my mama.
haha. and we burn more calories looking for lunch.
more than consumption during lunch.
haha. walk everywhere then finally wanted my frog porridge.
gosh i feel so sinful after eating it.
but it taste so nice....
then aunty say dont have.
so went to swensens. cause mum got 10% discount.
yayys. i ate the salmon and mushroom baked rice.
with a lime frosty freeze.
and mum had the grilled sambal fish set.
haha. with soup, coffee and a scoop of ice cream.
arggh the ice cream got me so darn cold.
then went to walk walk.
bought some skin-peeler thing at isetan.
mum's so retarded. cause she try to use the thing.
then wrong side. make me so paiseh can.
i was already slapping my forehead.
and she still din realise it was the wrong side.
reminds me of edwin.
then went to some shop at the hawker centre there.
bought a nice blue sweater there.
woots. it's pretty.
then go to some shoe shop.
saw clarence, gavril and 3 other 2fg guys.
clarence is like SO BLUR. haha.
then went to ANOTHER shoe shop.
mum couldnt find anything she wanted/liked.
so went to sam's pet and aquarium.
so miss seeing rachel boo there.
haiz. but it so reminds me of the times.
the times we go there every weekend.
look at all the nice doggies, bunnies and guinea piggies.
then got a packet of rabbit food and went home.
while waiting for taxi, saw cavan edwin and kc.
guess they're walking to the marine parade lib.
AGAIN. haha they're always going there de can.
i told edwin a really cold joke.
me: hey edwin i buy some food for u leh. so nice of me right?
points to rabbit food in the plastic bag.
edwin: no thank you no thank you.
haha so glad he was holding his chemistry book.
or else he'll smack his head.
but he took revenge by telling me a colder joke.
edwin: see now the temperature. very hot hor?
points to the '26degrees' on his shirt.
yes kc and cavan, edwin is super lame haha.
and cavan did the 'haha. banana. in pyjamas' thing.
finally flagged down a taxi.
taxi driver: where you all want to go? [in chinese]
mum: circuit road.
taxi driver: im going suntec leh [in chinese]
mum: okay then nvm (:
what mum wanted to say: huh? u tell me for wad? u want me send u there meh?
SHE'S ULTRA COMICAL CAN.
haha no wonder her children BOTH also like that.
not surprising.
went home le bathe my rabbit.
aww my dear little bro got diarrhea.
hope he's feeling better now!
[little bro = rabbit]
and i slept from 230 to 7.
to make up for last night. haha.
ate dinner and time brought me here!
haha.
kk dedications to the beloved people around me who cares:
cp: see lah make me so retarded last night this morning. haha so glad to see ya today dude. but kinda retarded since i was replying your sms. good luck for your papers boy. cant wait to see u own him academically and in almost every way else.
shawn: oh shucks i forgot to laugh at u today:D i was thinking who the hell marc was. couldnt recognise him from back view. haha. 'kimwee and keehock take turns be each other's mum...'
edwin: u and ur cold joke. my mum din understand. haha not surprising. anyway happy mugging for chem and physics. and im so gonna fail physics. haha i want new songs lah. so i'll keep irritating u till u find me a song i like(:
cavan: haha u and ur banana. my mum knows u by 'the pizza guy', edwin's 'the prawn guy' how's bio? long time never really talk to u le. hope u're not as emo anymore! don't think so much bout relationships dude. after exams then thrash things out with her k?
roi: hey dont emo le k? yes i saw u crying. real sadness are not displayed by tears. with ur empty look, i believe many can tell u're sad. but hey, it's not the end of the world. wait boy, it'll be ur turn. i just hope it's soon.
alicia: girl thanks for ur comfort and ur concern. put that energy into helping me think of ways to get back at him! gosh im so evil. cause im fine! seriously, im so over him. and so over guys as bfs. cause they totally suck at being one.
lynette: dont be jealous k? got ur name also. dunno what to say. always talk to u in sch. haha and u're never emo for long....

now for pple who dont care:
hennes: so regretted turning my head today. so wish i didnt turn my head today. cause when i did, i saw u. im right, right? about what u wanted to do.

sorry people so the vulgar post ytd. just felt so revengeful and emo.

it's so great to have u back by my side.

when you love someone, be sure to understand him/her.

money cannot buy happiness but it can eliminate many things that cause misery.



45th post.

labour day = day for labour?
like i guess everyone's mugging today.
and im so freaking moodless.
like once i think of you.
i wanna get back at u.
so much.
it's like ahh heck.
i already said.
u wanted him to stop smsing me.
so u can hurt me and no one's there to comfort me.
i'm right.
i'm always right.
your oh-so-childish and oh-so-immature ways.
fuck