140th post.
and i need more discipline.

The best way to catch a butterfly is not to chase it at all;
But to remain so still that it made the choice to light on your shoulder.

I need you back next to me
To keep reminding me that it's worthed it.

Keep smiling;
Keep shining;
Someday. Just someday.
It will all come true.



139th post.
and i'm listening to my own heart beating.

today was BORING. as usual.
ARGH. i really wonder what's going on in my life.
& if it'll all be for nothing in the future.

will you think that you're all alone,
if no one's there to hold your hands.

i'm not sure. i'm not sure.
i'm not sure.



138th post.
and it just gets better and better (:

really enjoyed myself today (:
although we didn't do much work cause someone kept sleeping~
but still (:
AWESOME NASI LEMAK.

thanks for finally letting boyboy sit on your lap.
just goes to show that you've accepted and welcomed him into our family (:
i know you don't like furry stuff, but still, boyboy's so LOVABLE :D
haha take care in army bro.

mixed feelings.

i don't wanna ever feel that fist wrapped around my heart.



137th post.
thanks darling (:

hey baby, thanks for the soft toy and that sweet card (: haha although it was a little drama, but it really made my day! (: i love you.

well, it wasnt as bad as i expected, im still able to eat, thats the most important thing. and talk (: haha so life's gonna go on~

totally addicted to the song If I Had You~

I hate July.



136th post.
and I should stop counting on others.

hey girl. look here. it doesn't matter how others treat you as long as you treat yourself right. sometimes when things seem to go wrong, when they don't turn out the way you want it to, change it yourself. you got to start fighting for what you believe in. make time out for what's important and what you love. instead of wasting your time on all those things/people who ain't worthed it.

sudden craving for CHILLI CRAB, YOGHURT and maggie mee~

explanations are merely excuses if they don't give me an answer.
it doesn't matter, cause you ain't me.
and I matter most.

be brave girl. things are gonna change. for the better.
just keep it going. everything will be over soon. BSS.

你说的话总那么好听~

don't cry because it's over.
smile because it happened.
smile because you know you tried to make it happen.

i don't think i can live without you.
i know.



135th post.
and u leave me speechless sometimes.

CHUNGCHENG BAZAAR was. . .
right, i just think it's just a day for reunion.
i guess the stalls didn't really matter to ex students.
its each other that matters.
and oh hey the lake flooded.
well. it'll be much better with more soccer courts in the school so we dont have to wait. -.-
but any case, it just reminded me of how important sec sch friends are.
yes cavan, ):

boo. im speechless.

surprised to see you? no.
just hated that look of anger on your face.
that means you're there only for a stupid and pathetic reason.
give it up.



134th post.
ONLY U. <3

ARGH. today's a bad day. at first. only U for econs. and ): just plain cocky timetable. like sian -.- well at least i get to talk to rachel, a little :D hehe. after school was DA BOMB. :D yes. in the end, we didnt manage to like burn down anybody's shop. and thanks ronald (donalr) for being such a sport and like being dragged to white sands, then tampines with us! :D i bet you had a GREAT and SCARY time hehe. CHANUKAH CHANUKAH.

putri --> purti --> puti --> ???
:D watching the hossan leong video right now. hehe fine, it's alamak.

hey hewkit, cheer up okay! :D no matter what, you have me and ???(see above)!

life's what you make it.
so let's make it rock <3
BC FTW.



133rd post.
shit. this is freaking outdated.

HEY PEOPLE.
Look who won 9-legged race for fun festique~
10S203 rocks ttttttttttm! :D

and i'm just glad they're good enough for you.

ouch, i just slammed my fingers into the door -.-
TIRED. cause of WC. but yet, worthed it.

<3 keep smiling. and hanging on.
cause it ain't just about you.