88th post.
will things change for the better?

omg. short post tonight.
cause i really dont feel like blogging here.
yup. cut my hair. now it's long and thin(:
haha. but my hairdresser was weird today.
kept stroking my hair. SO WRONG. lol :D

11.11.2008.
the day i've been longing for.



87th post.
ouch my butt hurts.

i really got no mood to blog bout my day.

interesting things that happened:
-lynette scolded vulgarities. OMG that is so rare. hah(:
-mr lim's inspirational speech. who knew he could make people cry.

yup nothing much le. haiz.
sorry mr lim. 3ep will produce results next year, we promise(:
we'll work hard. we'll prove all those teachers wrong.
thanks for teaching us and trying so hard!
so many different personalities.
so demanding.
so much trouble.
yet u're so nice to us~

i hate tears.

ipersevered.itried.ifail.
now all i want to say is: can i have my friend back?

it's harder than you think.
i ain't no quitter.



86th post.
i love today.

biology debrief today.
did badly.
then emaths.
not well done either.
recess.
fuck. i dont wanna talk about it.
went to find roi at dl then...
wait i should skip this part too.
physics debrief.
OHH MY GOD.
i won my physics teacher.!
sorry roi. but weird theory got me 23/30 for mcq.
(: u really should try to understand my weird theory.
haha. yup then parkway kfc for lunch.
HAIYOH. wanted go home sleep de.
end up crapping so much with eugene.
on bus ride, walk and at home.
while waiting for roi cavan and edwin to arrive.
wow. i had a great but LAME time with eugene.
yup then soccer.
it was WET. and PAINFUL.
3 out of 5 of us fell.
me first. yayys(: cause the least serious.
haha stupid eugene kept laughing.
RETRIBUTION!
he fell right after me.
and got himself sooo dirty.
haha. then cavan fell while trying to 'save' a ball.
neither of them (ball + cavan) were saved.
poor poor cavan.
dont worry lahs ur injury VERY minor only...

how many more fucking times?
now im clear.



85th post.
my life has been suckish.

realised i've havent been tagging for a long time.
so much have happened these days...
and i've tried soo hard to cheer myself up.
can i say when it only works 25%?
maybe some things should be left slack.
and not held so tightly.
some things that i, and we, should not care so much about.

well anyways here goes:
wednesday-
emaths paper.
then went to see ms serene lee.
i got into some sudoku finals.
haha nice joking with beeleng then.
(: i miss hm'ers.
then went to cage with roi and lyn and enlai.
nice bus ride i guess.
though some unhappy happenings.
and some emo talk with my dear lynette.
haha. yup arrived at cage and saw loads people there.
left halfway with lyn and roi.
[only the 3 of us know what's the true reason i guess]
went to kfc. [nope roi, not those initials]
ate with roi and lyn.
then they watch me eat.
since roi finished his two pc meal in the time lyn finish her cheese fries.
and lyn finished her meal in the time i finish my cheese fries.
haha roi eats SUPER fast. (:
then went to THE BASEMENT.
then went to THE ROOFTOP.
roi told the yoguru guy his yogurt joke.
GUY STUNNED. hahaa. soo funny.
sat at the GUMMY BEAR chair and chit chat for a while.
before me and lyn headed home.
thanks roi! for sending us to the bus stop(:

thursday-
went to school early in the morning.
for deco. SIANZ.
then go find tchr, she say 'i tot tmr?'
so we went to play bball. (: hot hot.
and boy did we lose our stamina.
then went to canteen chit chat.
help the ccls tie string a while.
ended up slacking more.
haha then we play with the shitty ball!
the bottle caps.
ohh man i miss soccer.
roi got stung by a spider.
and heroic ETHAN saved his life!
woots.
yup then went to parkway to meet lyn.
kop keith's wasabi fries.
and it wasnt really nice. haha.
went to ajisen ramen.
roi's curry burnt my ulcer.
btw shawn, it's still there.
ROARS.
rushed back to sch for cip.
tio con by tchr.
ms ho at first say finish moving tables can go.
then drag drag drag.
more and more stuff we had to do.
me and roi carried 4 a4 paper box each!
when we carried it, it was taller than us!!
haiz just to say that i've been real disappointed in some people.
like a certain guy who refused to be a responsible cip'ian.
forget it lahs. maybe sometimes we should put in our best.
cause we wont reap the things we deserve.

friday-
went to school early for deco.
today's almost the worst and almost the best too.
(: got chased out of school.
wow. haha aiyah, it doesnt matter to me.
cause i know i didnt do anything wrong.
yes u said we couldnt wear home bottoms to school.
but u said it on the day sec3s didnt need to come to frc?
would i be dumb enuf to wear home pants and walk to a dm,
if i knew it werent allowed?
haiz. some brain.
the respect reduced.
somehow i just dont like the way u discipline students.
and... it motivates me to either be a better tchr or not be one.
i choose the latter.
my attitude wont change.
as long as i believe what im doing is right.
scold me all u want.
but stop using 'you are a councillor' on us.
IT DOESNT WORK THAT WAY.
then went to mac.
finally got my HOT MILK.
it was nice... haha.
stained my pants. roars!
but that was the end of my bad day.
went to kallang leisure, again.
ICE SKATE! woots.
it was freaking FUN! (:
lalala i didnt fall. yay me!
haha and i saved lyn's and roi's butt!
lol then went to eat dessert at the kopitiam.
it wasnt nice. but i love their company! (:
thanks guys. u rock! haha.
went to arcade. and i saw roi's gay side.
i mean, saw his gay side even more clearly.
haha he rolled up his pants and cover them with his jacket.
he looked GAY! haha pity no picture seh.
then went home.. i think. cant rmb(:

saturday-
went to the dentist.
ohh man. braces only after my batam trip.
which is in december.
busy busy busy girl.
too many commitments lers..
and i dont feel like going cambodia with YOU.
meanie lousy pple-chaser mood-spoiler.
yup then went to tm to shop.
mum embarrassed me AGAIN.
but still, i love going out with her.
hahah it's like bringing ur younger sis out.
SOO FUN! (:

sunday.today-
went to his house for tuition.
and his piano is totally off-tuned.
who uses a piano as a display item?
SIAO. anyway it was fun.
hah sorry i got mad at the last part.
i dont know.
i hate using ur phone only with u grabbing it away halfway through.
it makes me think...
haiz forget it.
i had EVERY reason to doubt u.
i still do.
what matters, work hard.
after olevels. after olevels. after olevels.

im tired. i really am.
thanks to roi and lyn.
who makes my day so much better all the time!
special thanks to roi.
the naughty one who refuses to stop replying even with burst-ed-ed-ed bills.
haha. (:

love wavers.
true love reignites itself.

true friendship stands the test of the extremes.



84th post.
waaa. 16 more to 100.
and i'll fulfil my quota.
and.. own KC! (:

anyways today was FUNFUNFUN.
okay skip the whole big part bout EHISTORY.
me lyn cavan and r0ii went to singpost.
omg i kinda hate that place.
cause there's like nothing to doo there.
but i always say, it's the company that matters.!
so today was FUNFUNFUN.

went to subway, chat a little.
while r0ii and lynette finished their OH-SO-NICE soya ice cream.
which i didnt buy today and i regretted it.
so much. cause i bet it tasted ultra nice.
BUT YITING WILL STOP EATING SO MUCH.
HAH who am i kidding man?
haha i still eat like i do.
[to cavan: i dont care bout me growing fat]
haha besides i grew like 2.5kg since p6
and my weight is like within 37-37.5 kg range....
((: no edwin, yiting isnt fat!
she just eats a lot. for her size(:

then cavan left.
me lyn and r0ii went to eat our lunch!
sweet onion is... SWEET. NICE~
haha. but the nice aunty SPAM so much till it kept dripping out.
HAHA. yup then walked around ntuc.
looked at all those NICE food and NICE ICE CREAM!
new joke:
prawn mee = hei mee
prawn crackers = ?
the answer is....
prawn crackers = hei tior~
hahahahhahahahahahahaha
cause is xia tiao in chinese.
and hokkien always sound like chinese.
so this REEETARDED girl suddenly said HEI TIOR~
and 3 of us burst out in TOTAL UNCONTROLLABLE LAUGHTER.
oh then some random discussion bout:
-pads
-hair wax
-neutrogena shampoo
-BABY PRODUCTS
[im so gonna buy a silicon pacifier~]
-CHEESE and tofu.
omg i forgot le.
theres just too many things. haha.

went to watsons.
r0ii bought some dipper choco thing.
that made many people look at him after he ate it.
and he tried to wipe the choco on me!
EWWW. hahahaa.
then i kop some sugar bits! and i got high. haha.
ohh and the CONDOMS sold at watsons.
were placed in a TOTALLY NOT DISCRETE area.
and were within reach for children.
yup and some random words by me:
extra safe.
made r0ii turn back in shock.
yes i know i look innocent.
but after knowing u, my peaceful, non-pornish mind got totally POLLUTED.
u = MANY PEOPLE. kimwee. roi. edwin.
the main crimminals of pollution! ROARS.

yup then there's this shop in singpost which sells UNDERWEAR.
specifically quality ones that gives enough space for E_E_TION.
WHHAT THE HELL!
that shop is next to popular.
where little kids hungry for knowledge shop for books.
EWWW. totally polluted.

anyway then walked to the bus stop.
and while waiting for traffic light.
an aunty offered to share her umbrella with me.
SOOO nice rights?
hahaha it was SUPER hot man.
as in the weather.
yup. then went home. SLEPT from 530-7.
woke up ate dinner.
and here i am cause i tot roi could use com.
well, since he cant be online, byees people.
haha.

the indigo passion;
loves. ethan.



83rd post.
yes one more and i can type 'th'.
(:

firstly, thanks to:
MR PIANO TEACHER
MR PORRIDGE-KOPPER
LEFTIE
MUGGER-BUDDY.
okay me no kid u le.
they are the same person.
hahahaha mr R0II TAN YU MING!
now everyone knows ur chi name.
wakaka.
anyway thanks for teaching me piano!
for a bowl of porridge an hour.
and tolerating my SMMAAALLL hands and weeaaak pinky.
[hey i hate them too]
hahaha but what matters, u made learning so fun!
and rewarding. haha i know i very talented(:
two days can play a bit of grade 5 liao.
and SOME MORE less than an hour's practise.
i so rock right? i know(:

people come, people go.
;but i still hate it that u had to go.
im sorry...
and i really hope one day,
you'll realise whatever you're doing isnt working/gonna work.
but from now till then, takecares.
(: and dont forget to stay happy alrights!
jasper loong.

c and r:
haha i hope u two know im talking about u here.
anyway STAY HAPPY TOGETHER ALRIGHTS!
and... be sure to understand the other
and... must solve all problems AS A COUPLE.
all the best (:

this girl's gonna retire from mugging soon.
yes and she's so gonna enjoy her holiday.
cause she deserves it.
not for studying hard.
not for the good results that she wont get.
just for holding on and trying so hard.
in her screwed up relationship.
once again, thanks guys for being there for me(: