91st post.
what a night.

internship is finally over.
a big part of me wants it to end, at first.
but on the last day, hm.
let's just say goodbyes are the hardest to say.
so clever me decided not to.
and i'll be back to visit soon!!
now, another good reason to go back to the zoo.
(: reptile keepers:
thanks so much for the nice nice time i had there!
and to adil, no more superman days for you...

nice night. really.
i know its time to let go.
i really do.
i just cant bear to do it.
so i'll hold on.
cause i believe it's easier to hold on for now.
then let it go when i can.
thanks for last night.
really.
oh and im a big girl right?
haha u said so urself.
then still treat me like some little girl lorhs..
anyway thanks for sending me all the way home.
and... i prefer east coast park.
lol less errms ACTIVITY. (:
yup. and soon, i'll get a bigger teddy bear.
no more small pathetic and not huggable one.
(: thanks for everything.
BE PROUD OF ME OKAY!
cause i can take all those guys down. (:

its time to let go.
cause even now,
u dont give a damn.
so why should i?
if this r.s means something to u,
show me.
and stop trying to ask me to change.
it aint gonna work.
i promise to try my best.
i did my part.
YOU DIDN'T.
so no sacrasm no criticism for you.

back to my superman days.
just my friends and I.
[see jamie, my eng improve worr]



90th post.
everything's screwed.

so much happened.
so little time.
so im just gonna end this with:

for those who care, i've finally broken up. yes yay but haiz truthfully im not okay. but i know with you guys, i'll be fine. life's been meaningful. and i learn so much. well a certain someone told me with every relationship (even failed ones) we learnt something. so.. i learnt never to trust guys as bfs. cause there's a jerk in every single one of them. and when they ask u to wait for them, u better think twice. cause there is never any gurantee.

for those who dont, just scram. i dont need ur sacrasm at this point of time. and to a certain someone who prefers being known by an alphabet, i dont wanna see u, ur alphabet or ur name. simply put, get out of my life. no more vulgarities or criticism here, thank you. cause they ain't appreciated at all.

for him, empty promises yet again. well, what can i say? u admired him right? so jealous i would cry over him and get myself so sad, well, u did the same. thanks. u've proven all my friends right? why not for once, just prove me right? i hate pple saying they'll do something when they wont. and fyi, if u still think its my fault in this failed relationship (again), THINK TWICE. call me a jerk if u want. at least i wasnt playing around with some bitch who only 'loves' me for my money during the time i should be studying for my olevels. i believe if it wasnt for her, my wait wont be as tough. nonetheless, this will still happen? cause u wont learn. cause u wont treasure. cause u'll always be that immature kid who will do whatever it takes to get what he wants.

my feelings stay.
dont ask why.
if u ever need my help in any way,
i promise i'll still be there for u.
but as a friend and nothing more.



89th post.
TODAY IS A STUFF-YOUR-MOUTH-FULL-OF-MARSHMELLOWS-DAY!!!

today is the best day of my month.
sorry mouth.
whoa. it does NOT feel good with 11 marshmellows in your mouth.
i tried that today.
hmm maybe u should ask r0ii who had 26!
omg we are FREAKING reetards.

haha i had such a wonderful day today!
THANKS TO ROI TAN YU MING.
for camping at singpost bus stop.
for studying with me!
for sending me to the bus stop.
and ending up TOTALLY DRENCHED.
THANKS DUDE!
you always put a GREAT BIG smile on my face.

YES yiting will never be an emo kid anymore.
cause she knows no matter what,
she'll have a great great friend by her side!
(:

to r0ii: fat chick.
2 words says it all.