okay. latest updates.
amaths screwed a little.
ss screwed a lot.
ehist screwed a lot too.

arggh. wad the fuckhell am i doing?
screwing up my exams.
getting my mood affected by you.
totally unaccepted.
girl, u gotta start forgivingforgetting.

ahh wells. reporting time!

TUESDAY.social studies.
totally screwed.
when mrs veronica tan said "u should be starting on ur section B"
i was still doing 1c! arggh.
so pon 1d and do essay.
then finish essay with total crap.
and went back to 1d.
like shit man.
felt okay after that after seeing all the worried looks.
haha okay im mean.
then went home with alicia and lynette.
haha crap and played with my beloved rabbit.
he's so photogenic. haha.
my beloved. i'll always stick with ya, boy.
then went to geylang east mac to eat.
haha. alicia loves testing the cashier.
poor guy.
then heart to heart talk with my girlfriend and boyfriend!
haha. lynette is so innocent.
i shall not reveal any information about our talk.
then went to library there study.
i saw jacq! woots. haha.
see lah cavan, told u come with us dun listen.
hehe. then a few geylang methodists pple were so freaking noisy.
haha in the end the librarian got kb them.
GOGOGO. haha me ali and lyn oso shhush them okay.
see we so guai.
after that went to the stringy playground there.
so fun! long time never climb le.
but im still so pro and fearless. woots!
haha. i climb to the very top. which isnt very high
went to mac agn to eat ice cream. lols.
then went home.
yes. i love you dude.

WEDNESDAY. ehistory
so screwed agn.
had to stay back till 130 for some councillor meeting.
roi taught me physics at concourse.
im starting to get the hang of it.
sit next to me during the exam k?
we gotta plan a camp for 120 pple!!!
ahh~ stresss.
the worst thing is it's a chinese camp!
freak. and we gotta communicate in chinese during that camp.
haha i need a chinese tutor.
willyoubetheone?
kevin is scary when he's serious. lols.
and roi lost his badge! haha. poor guy.
dun get so worried over it lah. haha.
then went home.
my bro's tkss tuition kids so so bitchy.
k lah. the guy's okay. so quiet.
but the two girls are like...... [cmi.]
"ohohoh im so crushing on him. nonono, im fell in love with him."
"omgomg. he sosososo shuai can...."
yuck yuck.
totally no mood to study so i came here to blog.
they're still outside.
arggh. and they say i look young.
so mei da mei xiao, they only sec2 can...
wth. nvm i da ren you da liang, forgive them...
haha. anyways back to bio(: haha.

dungiveup.iwun.
imissyou.somuch.



wah. totally screwed for maths.
dun wanna talk about it.
arggh. why do i always see everyone else?
except the person i wanna see?
haiz. ahh wells, that's life.
anyway im gonna treat myself [plus my bro].
to pizza~
chicken supreme stuff crust.
spicy drumlets.
honey roasted wings.
garlic bread.
$32.60.
plus big hole in my pocket.
IM SO NICE TO MY BRO CAN. haha.
thank him for teaching me amaths.
so i din screw up as much.
thanks dude. u rock.


arghh. yeah after that talk last night, guess i only got more emo. but wells, i rather emo than lonely. hmmm. i dun wanna think too much. but i cant help it. so sorry. jiayou for ur exams. i'll be cheering for ya! takecares boy.

anon: lols guess u dunno who i am rite? haha. as in u cant match face with name! but i noe who u are!!! haha cuz u're wearing a name tag. :D ur maths teacher rocks! all hail mr TING!:D



exams.

Thurday - Eng Paper 1 and 2
wrote kinda long for situational.
(singapore children's society)
lols 500+ words.
finish le
then found out i forgot to compare.
and now im in big shit.
compo, i wrote very long can.
(write about a time you had to lie to someone dear to you)
656 words!!
wrote an emo story and got emo after that.
but compre bored me to death.
super dry can the passage.
bout fossils. suck.

Friday - Higher Chinese Paper 1 and 2
i wrote gong han
(complain bout unhygenic stall owners in food court.)
hmmm, tink i can pass barh.
and i forgot to say hope u'll take my suggestion.
arggh! short term memory.
compo i wrote super long.
(the society become very fast-paced.
parents and children very busy.
state ur views.)
like the longest i've ever written
765 words leh!
so pro rite. haha
wrote my bro's fishermen story as one of the examples.
and it was super long. lols.
paper 2 tink i'll die.
cannot remember much of the paper.
only tink i din do well. haiz.
well, i learnt something from that paper though.
(check out my new nick!)

i guess for both languages,
my paper 1 will be better than paper 2.
surprisingly.
usually i have to use my paper 2 to pull 1 up.
haiz. something going wrong with me.
major change.

sorry pple. for the last two bochap posts.
but i guess i really had no mood.
u wanted him to stop.
so we could stop argueing bout it.
but till now, the situation hasn't changed.
we're still argueing.
except, now, im beginning to hate you.
pathetic.

if i cry, who is there to listen?
will u? i dont think so.



arggh so freaking sick of exam preparation.
no mood to blog.
just a song dedication to all those around me.
all those who cares bout me.
rock on guys.

Rascal Flatts - My Wish

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you wanna go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile.
But more than anything, more than anything...

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but you never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And always give more than you take.
But More than anything, yeah, more than anything...

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish. Yeah.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.



dangs.
mug mug mug.
so damn sick of life.
cant wait till exams come.
and go.

ahh wells, back to mugging.



I'M BORED.

like i only recieved 11 sms from heemhim.
pathetic.
arggh, whatever.
now im acting as if im affected by the no. of sms he sends me.
cuz im not.
so freaking used to it.
now u ask me why i need him so much?
understood le mah?
anyways i happy because i got two huge lollipops.
kk not huge.
cuz i'll never be contented with the sweets i got.
SWEET TOOTH.
ahh wells, back to mugging.

CP: more fights. more suggestions. more pissed off attitude. just for u.
hennes: u dun want me/him to sms him/me. but u dun do it urself. well, my bochap attitude came from u. so dun blame me.
shawn: thanks MR COUNSELLOR [the real one]! i mean, u really rock. at spamming meaningful tags. not like edwin. lols.
kc: thanks lol! rock on dude.
anon: hehe. i dunno who u are. but thanks!
passerby: all i can say is without u i'd have never known what good frens shawn kc are. actually i already do. lols. nvm. well, i believe everything happens for a reason. so i thank ya for appearing in my life. u motivated me to study harder and totally own u in physics.

believeinyourself,girl.
thougheasiersaidthandone.
well,atleastyouknowhisheartiswithyou.
staystrong.
causeyouknowyou'llwinthisbattle.



i dun feel so good today.
not in the mood to blog.
well, nonetheless, here goes...

today -- a simple day.
nothing much accomplished.
a talk in the morning.
without solving anything.
mug in the morning and afternoon.
without anything extra in my head.
went home.
without a solution to this fucking problem.

thingsarentthewaytheyseemtobe.

song dedication [cp]:

You'll Be In My Heart

Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand
Hold it tight

I will protect you
From all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry

For one so small,
You seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
Keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always

Why can't they understand
The way we feel
They just don't trust
What they can't explain
I know we're different but,
Deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other,
To have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know

When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more

Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always
-end-

dun give up. i noe i wun.



I'M NOT EMO LE.
BUT IM NOT HAPPY EITHER.
no one will ever understand what it feels like.
to be me.
i'm freaking tired of all this shit. seriously.

gosh. it's so tough not to use com for 2 days.
not have anywhere to pour my feelings out to.
i miss u, my darling com.

wednesday
went to orchard with shawn, edwin, cavan, eugene and kc.
emo-ed on the bus ride there.
then shawn come and pei me.
haha and he made me listen to happy songs.
reach le went to eat prawn mee.
almost got lost on the way there.
thanks to edwin, again.
haha, guess he loves making pple walk:D
then went to collect shawn's phone.
like he finally got his phone back.
and im like so in love with that nice blue soccer ball.
then walk around to get food and stuff.
took bus 7 with shawn, edwin and cavan.
more happy songs(:
and we open our books and put on our laps.
but ended up chit chatting as usual.
and then i change to bus 70.
emo-ed all the way home.

thursday
recess eat with my beloved bro.
bully me sia he.
make me put back the bowls.
then went to pei shawn do duty.
see, im so nice right?
and guess what?
'a guy' kp him.
i'll make sure it wun happen again.
ha. what fucking attitude was that eh?
am i not even worthy of ur greeting?
such that ur hi was a tap on the head?!
im not a dog. much less urs.
after sch bio test.
oh i screwed it up.
like my physics.
yes. behold the failure of 3ep.
what the heck. im so gonna pia for mye.
haiz then went to parkway to eat with shawn, edwin, cavan, zong yu and en lai.
and i forgot to get money from mum.
feel so poor seh.
then went to get eugene's present.
it's his birthday tomorrow!
then went to edwin's house play bball.
we are so nood sia.
cavan rocks at soccer.
but his bball cmi can.:D
so we played soccer instead.
i had a freaking good time today
i had a freaking good time with my friends.
i had a freaking bad school day.

friday
went to sch and it rain today.
started the bad day with the loss of my comb on the bus.
haiz. then lessons. boring maths.
then bio. and i failed.
a pathetic 10/25.
then ss lecture.
'surprise' test. it was fun.
like playing crossword lidat.
haha. fill in the blanks + open book.
recess went to get food for shawn.
and go pei him do duty agn.
lol. his fren ask him if i was his gf.
[i noe wad zha bo kia means!]
then we were like 'wad's that?'
lols. tink that guy was stunned. haha.
then go drink tea. lols.
super funny tea drinking session.
then eng. and it was kinda SUPER boring seh.
went for lunch with rachel and lyn.
pei them go 3ly take test.
while they took the test, i went back class pack my papers.
finished early so do my emaths paper.
see im a good girl!:D
they finish test le went to ehist lecture.
kinda boring but ya
thanks to the teachers who took their time out!
went home with lyn.

CP: i still cant stop thinking of a way to make things go back to the way it used to be. call me stubborn, but i wun give up. and i know u dun want me to too.
Shawn: thanks dude. for making me not emo. but i guess it only works when u're there. i love ur company boy! it's like i have nothing to hide and i can just be my emo self(: yeah. and im a distracted girl and u're so influenced:D thanks for peeling prawns for me!
eugene: see, i left a message for ya! thanks for helping me carry my stuff, sistah.
hennes: im not giving up nor changing. cuz what im doing is not wrong.
edwin: lols. dude we gotta go train for bball big time. plus our cooperation. long time never play real bball with ya le!
cavan: lols. u and ur fade aways. go train up ur bball! girls like guys who can play bball. well, at least i do. haha. and u are my bro. so must listen to wad i say!
lynette: my beloved girlfriend. lols. thanks for pei-ing me go home today. we'll go blade someday alright? haha falling on ur bum is kinda fun:D thanks for spamming my tagboard!

first physics.
then bio.
a freakig 11/30 and 10/25.
wad else?
chem?
this sucks.
it's like..
haiz.
guess i just gotta buck up.
no more fun and games.

so many failed study attempts.
guess the best of friends can never study together.
cause we just have so much to talk about.
hey. u guys rock.
rock on.



I'M A HAPPY GIRL TODAY.

CAUSE I PROMISED SOMEONE NO MORE
EMO-NESS.

UNTIL HE FAILS. :D

thank you mr shawn tan.
aka mr counsellor.
u suck rock at making me smile.

okay. kinda emo-ed for many lessons today.
sorry roi for those hurtful words during recess.
oh then i VOLUNTEERED for sai gang.
the bball match at geylang east.
lols. so shawn can counsel me:D
HE'S GREAT!
oh and me, shawn and roi have a task to fulfil!
anyway, after the match me and shawn went mac.
with real intentions to study.
but ended up eating.
YI TING IS GONNA BE A FAT PIG.
then walked home with shawn.
and im so so nice to send my mr counsellor to the traffic light.
which was so far away from my house.
and in the wrong direction.
THANK ME SHAWN.

hey hey people.
yiting is not gonna be an emo girl any longer.
unless shawn and roi fails to get him back to my side.
but cheemeixuan still owes me a hug.
and yiting bought nerds. shawn too.
and rachel's so gonna die tomorrow.
cause i got nerds. and i'm not emo anymore.

leave me alone. leave my friends alone.
i dun even treat u as my friend anymore.
attituded freak.
please lah, u dun have the right to control me.
much less him.
dun act like u're the victim.
u move on while he rocks on.

hey. just heck care bout him?
u should noe that he doesn't have the right to control either of us.
ahh wells. din even see u today.
but if i din, think i'll be more emo.
no more emo for me though.
i'll get u back.
at all cost.
i miss you!
THANK YOU SHAWN TAN CHEE CHONG.
rock on.

my life is no longer screwed.



I'M AN EMO GIRL TODAY.

morning go eat roti prata with mum and bro.
and i ate the same amount as bro!
woohoo~ time to lose weight.
cuz for lunch, i had billy bombers.
with bro again(:
then went out with kc cavan and edwin.
fun seh.
my 2 bros and my cat partner.
went to get a new ball.
then go ecp kick ball.
then go marine parade play bball.
YITING IS A FREAKING NOOBSHIT.
cause she lost.
her team outnumbered the other.
why? her heart was somewhere else.
YITING IS A GOOD CAMPER.
then went home.
i cried on the bus.
and on the walk back home.
and now.

why? i hate this. i wish u could just ignore wad he says. do u think he really cares about me? i noe u do. do u honestly think i will be happy with him? after wad he done to u and me. u cant tell me that u want this, not without betraying ur conscience. so why bother bout wad he feels? i.. i.. i dun wanna let u go. it's like i feel so empty without u. both u and him noes i value friendship over relationship. yet he's doing this to us. u noe wad? i hate him. i depise him. and i'll never be with him. i cant stop thinking of it. and everytime i do, tears stream down my face. if i can control it, i will. but i cant. continue to be there for me.<3

Ilongtoseeyou.
ButI'mafraidthatI'llbreakdown,
Evenwithaglimpseofyou.

it's over between us.
no matter how you try to mend things.
it's all too late.

i want a shoulder to lie on.

but who's?



I'M NOT A HAPPY GIRL TODAY.

YITING IS AN EMO GIRL TODAY.

SHE WILL HOPE AND PRAY THAT TOMORROW WILL

BE BETTER.

today is chung cheng's bazaar-by-the-lake.
sounds so cool rite?
but none of the stalls are right next to the lake.
how ironic.
walked ard abit then went to help out at the food and mascot stall.
well, i had nothing to do also.
then went for lunch with cavan and edwin.
my two cute childish little bros.
at old airport road.
and i had so much fun dripping water into edwin's shirt.
yes, i wasn't poking u with my umbrella lah.
just dripping water.
then went back.
queue for the haunted house so long.
then reaching le bro call want me go to the sec1 one with him.
cuz he scared. lols.
so bo liao, just walk around in the dark.
then go back sec4 one.
not very scary lah. cuz cannot really see the person's face.
oh then walk around with bro and got loads of food.
and went to count money coupons with jamie and rachel.
haha after that, things got really funny.
went to shawn's house there play soccer.
though i got a few injuries and a pair of red socks,
IT WAS SO FUN AND FUNNY.
then went home.
i cried on the bus.

sorry guys. i only got time enough tears for two personal dedications.

CP: yeah, u first. dont say you werent even supposed to know me, cause i believe we're destined to meet. something told u to get my no. from his phone, that something brought us together as friends. and i wanna thank that something. i never regretted smsing u, cuz i found a friend in u. i wun give up. i wun give up fighting for my happiness. as i said, i live life the way I want it. well, in the end, it's still ur choice. follow ur heart. <3

HENNES: you've changed so much. i cant believe u did wad u did. thanks for breaking us up. u wanna noe how it feels? it's like digging ur heart our with a fork, not even a spoon. u noe something? it's not him breaking us up, it's u. u say u're pissed at me for smsing him. wad bout wad u've done? nevermind. all these that happened is nobody's fault. if it has to be somebody's, let it be mine. not his. not urs. u think i'll be happy after i've lost a fren? u said u wun be happy if im not. so wouldnt breaking us up cause 3 people to be sad?

tears streaming down my face.
this is not wad i want.
this is not wad u want either.
so why do it?
crying.
on the outside and on the inside.
and nobody but u can help.



I'M A FREAKING HAPPY GIRL TODAY!
YEAHS. today is a great day.
i think i had too much nerds.
lols. rachel was trying so hard to calm me down.
but i was so FREAKING high.
first lesson. maths.
okay. it was kinda boring.
we quickly finish our work then me and rachel go toilet.
and the 4th toilet was flooded with girls.
so we went to 3rd floor instead.
second lesson. pe.
i was so high after half a pack of nerds.
i was rushing everybody downstairs so i could get my dose of exercise.
go all the way down, rain. then must come up again.
sianjipua. went to new block 3rd floor to refill rachel's waterbottle.
the sexy boxers. lols.
then we had the stupid vibrating joke.
im the most irritating handphone you can ever get.
*vibrates* *vibrates*
third lesson. english.
omg. this is the sick-est english lesson we can ever get.
all roi's fault. haha. keep saying sick stuff bout the girl's boobs.
wad the... nevermind. it was fun sitting next to him though:D
okay recess. i had curry noodles!
and i saw him so many times today. and i din see him at all.
THAT'S WHY YITING IS A HAPPY GIRL.
oh then bazaar prep. quite boring lah. super tired.
i think 3empathy de work effeciency not very good.
cause we only bother to have fun. lols.
CLARENCE LOOKS SO SEXY IN THAT SUPERMAN SUIT.
haha. lynette, more shade for us. yayy!
okay then went to kallang leisure to eat subway. lols.
and the cashier called edwin 'chicken breast'. HAHA
oh then we were laughing away EVER SO LOUDLY.
at poop.
at the funny songs.
at the scooter boy.
at edwin's retarded faces and actions.
at practically everything.
oh then we walked to shawns house. SUPER FUN WALK.
like a primary excursion.
and we got lost halfway.

ROI:SORRY! i guess i was emo just now. then i rmbed my promise to him. then i wasnt emo anymore(:
CAVAN:HAHA.you are so funny. thanks for helping me today! sorry for ps-ing u, lyn and rachel tmr. MY BELOVED NEW LITTLE BRO:D
EDWIN:SORRY to ya too. for being emo. also. lols. continue to let your voice soar through the air. plus keep ur exhaust pipe away from me.
SHAWN:yeah. they are so crazy lols. i love subway. with so much vege they all drop into the toilet bowl. haha. and the salty olive. lols. always laugh non-stop with u around. and no. u cant stop me from laughing. NO WAY.
RACHEL:hey girl. u cant stop me from being high. too bad. so sad.(: i love curry noodles! not kway tiao.
LYNETTE:get well soon girl. i need ur wackiness to stay wacky. dont worry i'll get u high. :D
CP:yeah. now your turn to get emo. lols. dun be so worked up lah. just tolerate her nonsense? i mean, there's nothing much u can do bout it. so just let it pass k? thanks for helping me not be emo. and forcing making me promise i wun get emo over him. and thanks for making me so freaking happy with ur oh-so-sweet msges:D
i guess u are the one.



IM A HAPPY GIRL TODAY.

yeah. the finally awaited 11 april is finally near. you know? i felt so happy writing '10april2008' on all my worksheets today.

yeah. on bus 61 back home today, i saw that the stinky pet shop at royal sporting house factory outlet there is FINALLY CLOSED. not that im discriminating or what but even I cannot stand staying in that shop for another sec. so it's definitely heavily polluted air in that shop. i dun mind the two shop owners breathing in that polluted air since their responsible for it. but why torture the animals along with them?

no yeah. i din had ice-cream today. awww. i guess that's the only sad thing today. i hope.

RACHEL LEE:thanks for letting me have the coffee sweet today. u're so nice girl!
LYNETTE: you better come school tomorrow. you don't know how much i miss your wackiness!
CAVAN:yes. your hair is so chio~.
EDWIN:your hair is still so messy lols. it used to be grass, now it's short grass:D
ROI:walao. never answer my call. anyway i bought all the 3 flavours of nerds, so tmr you just choose:D
SHAWN:din talk much to ya today. except at mac. oh ya, i noe wad i wanted to tell u le. WHY YOU ALWAYS WEAR RED?!
CP:yeah. finally man. 11.04.08 is finally here. hahaz.i miss you!



today is quite okay i guess.
-mixed feelings-
we went to parkway to get roi's haircut and ICE CREAM! oh and the hair cutter say roi siao cuz he lives at clementi and studies at chung cheng. and the aunty ask which one is roi's gf. and roi said "gf, not here leh"[in chinese]. and i said she's in the tv[the tv shows a monkey.] yar then roi insists that his haircut is ugly and super short. well, he's the one who kept telling the aunty shorter, shorter when the aunty already said short enough le.. haha. retarded guy. oh and i realised something:it's good to be mean to roi, cuz then, he dont dare to do anything to you. haha. roi is so disgusting. lol. he spit water at me, alicia and shawn. haha. i guess shawn's used to it le. but roi drank from my cup and spit at me. how ironic is that man. anyway, we went to swensens. ice cream cake was ex and small. but it was so DELICIOUS! if i was stuck in an island with only 2 items, i would choose ice cream and him. lols. oh then roi took a taxi back to sch. haha he was so quick. bet he seduced the uncle. and he looks retarded in the taxi! like so err nervous i guess. oh then i went home.

LYNETTE[my beloved girlfriend]:
yes, im ur macho bf who helped you carry 2 cartons of can drinks(: thanks for carrying me down the stairs today!
I LOVE YOU. lols. sounds wrong seh.
hey. dont get too stressed up over ur exams k?
just try ur best!
need help must come find me okay?

haiz make me so sadded. never reply my sms de. your phone got problem again? hmm, after my talk with beeleng today, yes, i've decided 100% that my choice is the right choice. oh and i hate seeing jx, feel like slapping him.



SEC 3 COUNCILLOR CAMP.
the camp was fun tiring rewarding.

FIRST DAY
we played trust fall. it was FUN! lols. i dunno why but i love the falling down and letting people catch u thing. ok then we were pumped, squated, sit-uped and jumping-jacked. yeah and there was this time i had to do squats on my own, and my knees went "crak crak" and i was controlling so hard not to laugh. okay, then evaluation and debrief. then next, mines field. i hate that game man. like tio pump and squat like nobody's business. plus the fact was : there was NO WAY we won't tio pump/squat. ya. those who are interested in how the game was play + how we tio pump/squat, come look for me. i'll explain. marc was so funny. can hear him from the other class cheering "three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for US!" okay. MAKAN time. kinda no appetitide to eat. but well, i ate like a little. yeah, then meet in concourse and those who went for the JJC camp showed us new cheers. hahaz freaking funny. they were like in the middle zi high-ing. then we had to do it with them. stand in the middle of shuhadah and ting xin and i felt like a ping-pong ball. lols. then go bathe. one person only got 5 mins. take extra time whole grp need to do pumping. so i went in spray water everywhere, let the water massage my back a bit then come out. 2.5 minutes. faster than mx and tingxin. I ROCK. lols. okay then go back bunk. then after say must assemble in concourse. late, so extra squats + bath extra time so more squats. accounted to 50 squats. so do do do then after say wad lights off. force us slp. the floor so hard, sleep wad. then mx still doing her sjab stuff and keep hitting me and tingxin. so funny. i go cover her eyes she still continue do.
SECOND DAY
[first day midnight considered second day mah(:]
okay then i was in the slping mood liao then they come say assemble in concourse. then they spread us out and blindfolded us. tell us ghost stories and got some people keep blowing/poking us and stamp their feet. okay then awaiting night walk. listen to ghost stories, sadistic story and some no link stories. then go night walk. im freaking tired to be scared. THANKS ROI, FOR HELPING ME BELIEVE THERE'S NOTHING SCARY BOUT NIGHT WALK. THANKS MEI XUAN FOR HOLDING MY HAND.[or maybe u should thank me.] lols. we were walking ard. and the pic at the frc there made me laugh i dunno why oso. but i laugh at everything so i guess it isnt so surprising. night walk was kinda boring i guess. then go lt1. listen to xian kai sing [or as tingxin said, gui jiao.(ghost call)] then they want us to make a full teachers day proposal in 2 hrs. went to grand audi with shawn and tingxin to get the names of the teachers. so dark and the teachers faces' so scary. so we went back to the grp ask if can on the light. qing ru and henry go with us then we go copy copy. then go back to discuss. by 2hrs and 24 mins we finished! so got to do some clapping thingy [shuhadah's idea] for 24 counts. it was freaking lame. then we present and everything. and by the time we finished, it was 7+ in the morn. so we went to the bunk and we played the niu nai game. so fun. and i kissed liling twice. she taste bitter. lols. nvm. err yar loser truth or dare mah. okay then we got PT. like before breakfast. funny stretching exercises, pull ups, squats + pumps, run, cat walk, gangster walk, frog jump, minister walk, beggar walk around the sch. then cheer and swing arms high in the air, then skip around holding hands and cheer. then swim with freestyle, frog style, butterfly, breast stroke and cheer well we do it, around the school. then self-intro while walking around the school. then go back sch MAKAN. and we did the makan cheer along the way lols. then eat liao they give us 2 hrs to plan how to do a house. materials we gotta find ourselves. then lunch before 3 hours to do the house yar so we were like plan so much stuff. then in the end no time to do. but our house was the biggest! and colourful-est! but inside no much things. hahaz. ok then we sit in a circle then need tink of their questions and take turns to answer later. then answer liao go take stuff and come back do evaluation. then go change and help them clear the place up then can go le. and shawn, erin, shuhadah and i wanted go eat ice-cream. in the end, no ice cream. boohoo.

THE CAMP WAS FUN. except the mines field. tio pump like dunno wad lidat. but now im freaking tired and numbed. hahaz.

THANK YOU SENIORS FOR SACRIFICING YOUR TIME TO PLAN THIS WONDERFUL CAMP FOR US!
[but u guys failed to make us cry!]
THANK YOU FELLOW SEC3S FOR MAKING THIS WONDERFUL CAMP EVEN MORE WONDERFUL!
THANK YOU TRUST FALL MEMBERS[tingxin, roi, shawn, qianyun, sheryl, jiaxing, silas, yuting, cuilin] FOR THE FUN FALLING TIME.
THANK YOU MINESFIELD MEMBERS[roi, weijie, silas, anngie, qian yun, sheryl, jiaxing, yuting, yanmin, shuhadah] FOR TRYING YOUR VERY BEST TO LESSEN THE AMOUNT OF PUMPINGS/SQUATS WE HAVE TO DO.
THANK YOU NIGHT WALK PARTNERS[meixuan, hua see, silas] FOR THE AMAZING TIME I HAD + NOTHING HAPPENED TO US!
THANK YOU TEACHERS' DAY PROPOSAL MEMBERS[shuhadah, liling, weijie, yuting, cuilin, chong jin, qian yun, shawn, tingxin, hua see] FOR HELPING ONE ANOTHER COMPLETE THE PROPOSAL AND FINISHING AUNTY QINGRU'S BANANAS, OREO AND RICE!
THANK YOU BUILDING HOUSE MEMBERS[weijie, huasee, yuting] FOR BUILDING SUCH A WONDERFUL HOUSE TOGETHER.
THANK YOU ICE-CREAM MEMBERS[shawn, erin, shuhadah] FOR GOING TO PARKWAY TOGETHER WANTING TO EAT ICE-CREAM, although we didn't in the end.


i dunno wad to say, just im starting to hate you.
is it your fault? or mine? i dunno.
but i guess you dun really care anymore rite?
you say you care, but your actions tell me you dun.

haiz din see euu much during camp. so sianz.
like i saw HIM quite a lot and not euu.
so sadded. well euu okay le nots?
whole day tio fever de. rest well boy.
i really miss the long talks we use to have.
euu and ur liu bang show lah.
i miss euu!