146th post.
and i guess this is it.

Finally, FINALLY, it's submission time. i'm not saying i hate this, i just rather spend time my time after Promos enjoying myself. instead of stressing out over other things.

i still have feelings, and that's why i still care. sometimes i'm disappointed. but i know this is not the right time. Speak Now - Taylor Swift. Yes, perhaps i'll regret not telling you how i feel. but.. i guess this just isn't the right time. fine, i'm scared it'll turn out all wrong. it's different, i'm sure you have to agree. and i can't help but feel this way. It's like, i know nothing i say will change this. and thats why im keeping quiet. i won't wait till its too late, just till it's the right time. maybe till then, i'm gonna be fine. gonna be okay without you.

all this time alone helped me re-prioritise. i think i know how i should split my time. instead of in the past. i know better now.

because i still love you.
history will NOT repeat itself.
trust me (cavan)



145th post.
i love this song.

Would You Be There

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...
<3



144th post.
and i love the peeps in my life (:

Jia Lin: hey yo cutie, (: you're such a strong girl for hanging on to the things you love even though it can be so tough sometimes. Stay cheerful no matter what!

Hildy: hey beloved first wife, (: you never fail to cheer me up with your jokes, reetardness and your cute smile :D Stay happy and keep lovin' me. (like Macs ya know)

Odelia: hey dear, so sorry you always have to share me with others, but its okay! im sure you dont mind. haha! :D you look so serious when you're doing work cus im right behind you now! take cares girl, you can do it!

Siyan: hey girl, you're so sweet all the time, except when you're playing sims of course. okay lets not get there. but anyway, don't let anything bring you down. make sure you bounce back with every obstacle you encounter.

Putri: hey purti, give me some chocolates! :D QUICK! slow poke. fine, at least i got my chocolates. haha, it's been AWESOME knowing you! like wow. hahahaha! *stops here* yup all the FUN FUN FUN times we spend just totally make me more guniang -.- haha! :D Stay strong alright!

Yi Ting: i love you <3

yi lin: hey siao zha bo. :D i remember you cannot spell szb! you're quiet! chit chat more! and hang out with us more! after JC, im sure you'll miss us like cRAZZY. or rather, miss ME! :D

xiuhui: hey beloved classmate of 3 years and counting, (:i sure hope we all can be OGLs together! :D it'll be so much fun and we can (hopefully) meet some CCH people too! :D Stay happy and PS: dont be so smart!

Verniecia: hello ah ma. you're the person who MADE me post this, so be honoured! :D haha (: ah ma!! you're so nice, lets go swimming again soon! aww man, totally LOVE the time we spend together, and next year, when we're busybusybusy, im gonna miss playing and just hanging around with you guys. (: take cares ahma, can i have my ah ma porridge soon?



143rd post.
mixed feelings, yet again.

In weal OR in woe, in health OR in sickness, in wealth OR in not-so-wealth poverty. i know you can cheer me up anytime, anywhere, and no matter what happens. sometimes, it takes a few wrong people and a few BEST FRIENDS to help us find the right one. stay strong okay, cause no matter what, we're here (:

Heart to heart talks on the bus ride home that totally reminded me of last time. Well, now, it's different though, you know why (: plenty of good advices but i'm glad i only listened to some, HAHA! :D reply smses faster, brudder. some things are meant to be ignored, as long as your heart says it's okay to.

Hey girls, you know what, the 9 of us survived this long journey together. so no matter what happens, we know we got each other to count on. No matter what happens, we're still the beloved 8girls 1guy gang from 10S203. (: stay strong alright. We still need to focus on PW and get our A for AAAAlevels (: so hang in there, and just have fun. :D PS: I LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS!

TRIPLETS FTW! If i could change one thing in my life, i'd know you girls earlier. so that i can be more man. LOL! no lah. well, i really enjoyed spending time with you guys, despite the guniang-ness haha! and all the reetarded things we did that always put a smile on my face (: no matter what, stay happy and crazy alrights! :D we can get through ANYTHING.


I'm glad I didn't, I'm glad I didn't, I'm glad I didn't...
Smile, you've done yourself proud.