65th post.

went to cathay cineleisure with cavan and edwin.
for all those who know what happen there, good.
for all those who dont, i dun wanna talk bout it.
then go to tampines for hw and soccer.
and yiting has no mood to be on steriods.

yes maybe things are supposed to turn out this way.
i believe everything happens for a reason.
maybe she's the one for you.
i dont give the damn anymore.
at least i dont want to.

tears.
disregard for them.

give up? find another?
no. i will wait and cry.



64th post.
yiting had a good start.
yes the day started out so well.
and i didnt think it would end up like this.

roller blade and bball in the morning.
then off to movies. narnia rocks.
yes cavan prince caspian no stitches.
then bball at bedok.
oh man i didnt know time flew passed so quickly.
and before i couldnt say anything,
i was late.
haha. thanks to edwin, eric and mr unknown.

arggh man.
i seriously need some personal space and privacy.
can you guys not act like you know everything when you dont?
please lurhs.
yes u fulfil my material needs.
but which one of u really understand how i feel inside?
i wonder.

give up?
im confused.



63rd post.
and yiting had a great day today.

well after what happened yesterday.
im just glad i could still laugh.
hysterically.
went to kallang mac in the morning.
with shawn edwin keehock kimwee.
yes retarded edwin made me wait.
for like more than 30 minutes.
well, im used to it anyways.

then off to school for micromouse.
and slack of course.
then soccer before lunch.
went back micromouse and slack.
then soccer and dinner.
dinner was great.
thank you mr unknown and edwin YEAP.
back home.

hey well thanks for offering to send me home.
sorry for my shocked expression.
since he didn't do it before.
anyway really had fun.
now u saw me and edwin.
and how we are when we are together.
so.. haha.
yeah i know u'll love to hang out with us again.
looking forward to tomorrow.
mr unknown.
i think you need a new name.

you naughty naughty.
sneak talks with him when i went to buy drinks ar.
yeah i can never emo with u.
i miss the times i was ur passenger.
the pandan leaf.the curb.the ntuc.my screams.
yup. and now i gotta look through all my posts cause of you.
edwin YEAP LOONG.

thanks for the soccer guys.
it really lift my spirits up.
and yup. it was SUPER funny.
WE WEREN'T THAT TOFU TODAY OKAY!
and yiting's on steriods.
shawn, eugene, kimwee.

i want to know what's going on.
but no one can tell me what's truly on your mind.
it's hard to forgive.
and even harder to forget.
hennes.



62nd post.
and yiting is sick of her blog.
but thanks to mr unknown,
she gotta update.

okay major stuff that happened to me.
those that are worthed remembering:
-study at nyjc
hey i did do some work okay. and i really miss soccer mahs.
-wedding dinner at swissotel at stamford
the food was okay i guess. and i was gu niang that day!
-went to relatives house
omg my aunt got a new puppy. and its so cute. [plus a korean name]
-school
more fun tofu soccer times with shawny and winnie.

okay now my best reason for loving my little brother so much.
because he is so retarded and funny!
i love him so much i dedicated a column for him.
edwin's column.
i dont have a singlet.
i have a bra.
its my mums.
eee this one so cute. square square de. [refering to a paper cup]
eeyeer her bra so disgusting one. the lace dangling outside.

& i still miss you.



61st post.
yeah life's getting better already.

thanks for that 4 hours talk dude.
yes im awake now and you're still sleeping.
anyway if you ever read this,
thanks for everything man.
you really make me feel so much better.
yes yiting's no longer sad NOR emo.
haha cause she finally see the light.
yeah whatever. i mean it's still a big blow lahs.
but im so so glad i have you around.
thanks for being sensitive.
yup you're like the most sensitive guy i've met.
haha. jiayous for your exams k?
and rmb you owe me loads of seconds and food.
and you shall remain unknown.

this seems retarded since im talking to ya now.
but yeah thanks for being there dude.
haha my 'backup' or whatever.
well, i never treat my friends (and bf) like objects.
and never will do.
yes i can live without him.
im very sure i can.
cause i've got everyone i need.
yes including you.
mr colin.

hey you sound like a waiter or whatever.
when you say 'it's the least i could do.'
haha anyways jiayous for ur o's k?
yeah you've got the potential.
just no heart and mood to study right?
no more dota for you.
anyway thanks for being there for me all the time ya?
haha after so much of him.
trying to ruin our friendship,
guess it just gotten stronger eh?
how ironic.
i miss our late night phone calls!
and stop calling hewei gay lah. so mean!
mr chee peng.

hello. yes once again im going to say...
i love subway!
cause of the fun times we always spend there.
haha yes yeap loong the chicken breast loves ham.
yeah well, thanks for being there for me.
although you're always so retarded.
but you cheered me up!
sometimes even without meaning to.
anyways thanks boy.
you rock my world.
in a funny way.
mr edwin yeap.

yeah you're finally back from hongkong.
and immediately want me chop off my hand.
you good. i tell edwin dont pay you.
anyway thanks for the soccer boot!
remember if wrong size go back change okays!
lol though you dont really counsel me now...
i shall thank you for last time!
and hey im so nice to pei you do duty lorhs.
and you repaid me by spreading a disease to me!
the skin peeling disease.
kk fine. the lawcase not fought yet.
but i will win! muahahaha.
mr shawn.

the zhao-sia guy. lols.
i bet everyone knows who you are.
okay. fine. this is really really retarded.
cause im like on the phone with u.
yes u are super crap.
anyway i love hanging out with you dude.
okay lah everything say on the phone le.
so yeah. ur identity.
mr cavan.

hey. stop being a two-faced jerk will you.
what you did to me doesnt matter anymore.
cause either im numb. or yes.
im learning to forgive and forget.
like u wanted me to.
anyways whatever.
u may be hurting her. please lorh.
i dont think i can find such an insensitive girl.
who's willing to stead with a guy?
to forget her ex.
it's unfair to u. but it's unfair to her too.
whatever shit. just stop it alrights?
if you're reading this,
im learning to get over you.
and i will make it.
no worries.
you can forget about me.
cause that's what im gonna do about you.
and i dont know.
being just friends seem easy.
with everyone else but you.
at least those around me really care.
not say they do and not.
mr hennes.

yes in every failed relationship
you learn something.
in the previous one,
i learnt to value my promises.
because he taught me words are cheap.
sorry mr unknown for using your words.
i know you wont mind(:



60th post.
such a nice no.
but not a nice post.

yes. now im sure.
i rather be in doubt.
but heck. now i know.
seeing it. arggh.
feel like ripping my com screen apart.
no worries.
i can live without you.
at least i'll try to.
learn how to.
u're out of my life.
now and forever.
all ur freaking lies.
after so much, u still had to lie once more.
i shouldnt have held on to that last hope.
fuck.

it's time.