97th post.
and its another blogging fever.

haha recently started to post ever so punctually.
so those reading wont be bored...
see im like so nice. haha.
anyway got a bad bad stomachache and diarrhea.
so staying at home while the rest are at sec1 orientation.
haiz. hope i'll get better by tonight.
then mama will let me go tmr. YAY!
haha (: anyway yup now im in a confused situation.
school's starting in less than a week.
yes i've done my homework, with a few exceptions.
but somehow i dont want it to start.
i wanna spend like the whole day together with everyone.
but hopefully without the homework, stress and nagging.
olevels coming. yes i know.
with luck, i can run fast enuf to escape it?
ya whatever. me in my dreamland~



96th post.
and i have no idea how to link this number to u.

haha sorrys!
anyway didnt post this post at ur house cause then, it'd lose its meaning.
haha anyway people.
this post is dedicated to shawntancheechong.
hahaha yessh i can imagine what u'll say lurhs.
takecares in m'sia.
and once again, thanks for msging me when im outta sg.
hahaha entertaining me when im bored.
and stop me from peeling. that sounds stupid.
anyway cant use com too long.
cause gotta go bathe.
and right now im typing SUPER fast.
nothing to laugh at mahs.
takecare dude!
msg me when u get back k?
and try ur bestest bestest to come for campfire!!
(: i love lollipops.
more singlets! but no loose pants.



95th post.
and i've got so much to say.

life's too short for regrets
so i'll say it now and never again.
to all those out there, especially a certain someone:
do not insult my friends.
yes they're probably the most important people in my life.
those close friends are probably the main reason why im still here.
yes they push me forward and help me move on.
move on, away from the suffering.

to hennes: what's the point. do u even understand why i choose this path? u dont. u said so yourself. but i dont see any effort in trying to find out except kp-ing me and grumbling about whatever. i dont give a damn. life's hard. it doesnt have to be harder with you around. truly, im sick of all this shit. so maybe, with luck, u'll just leave me alone.

to shawny: okay no more emo post liao k? hahaha just so pissed lorh. like ARRGHH. yes it okay. i wont scream. its reetarded lurh. (: anyway im already smiling! hahaha owned. anyway yups im posting right after my tag and fulfilling whatever i said there. woohoo i dont break my promise. only one. hahaha. to u too, about sleeping at midnight and end up sleeping at 2am. thanks to a certain someone lorh.. but well, thanks for staying up!!

to all: i've totally given up on the things i dont need in my life. yup like perfect r.s or pleasing everyone. (: yessh things have gotten really simple. live and love. thats all.



94th post.
and im at shawntancheechong's house.
wakaka yes i must write ur full name.
oh my gosh. this is reetarded.
haha STOP laughing at my typing lurhs!!
i love chocolate.
and i so hope my dentist dont see this.
thank you shawniie for the CHOCO.
wakakaka its making me high.
u cant jinx thoughts!
okay nvm blogging became about our convo.
wow at least something non-emo....
shawn: dont dot dot dot dot, thats emo!
ARGGH im not gonna type our whole convo.
my fingers are gonna DIE. hahahahaha.
too bad i still am.

for all those who are lost out there, that was the reply from me!
when shawn said all his lame replies hahahaha.
and the convo goes on... and on... and on...
k no more dots. cause if not, someone will deprive me of choco~

okay thanks to shawny!
for spending my first braces day with him.
ohh wait it should be his honour! so thank ME!
i have no idea how to reply u welcome in jap. so nvm. (:

no more shit in my life.
i said that and im gonna fulfil it. hah.
i will. (: okay wait i gotta pinky swear the lame dude.
*pinky swears*
k done. (: im not lame. cause i can WALK.
roars i have 5 mins. crap. nvm.
anyway yup im gonna be HAPPY!
cause of the many many people in my life that truly care about me!
yay them! (:

k thats all.
cause true intentions/meanings are conveyed not through words.
(:



93rd post.
and im forced to post.

hahaha few names to sum up:
CHEEMEIXUAN
KEKQIANYUN
SHAWNTANCHEECHONG
will explain later.

meeting with mr chua ended early.
so went back to pc room to discuss whats for lunch.
decided on seoul garden and headed over to bugis.
after a long meal with some wastage, we are SUPER FULL.
meixuan wasnt. cause she vomitted everything out.
yup last man (WOMAN) standing is none other than yours truly.
of course, thanks to shawn for cooking/peeling prawns and lowell for the evil concoction.

went home with the above three reetards and play bball in the rain.
we were so totally drenched.
smelling like seoul garden, sweat and rain.
shawn went home, and me kek and cheeky watched tv.
then i went to bathe before sending kek to her doorstep.
mum decided ever so firmly not to let me go watch movie with shawns family.
so i had to stay home with smelly cheeky. hahahaha. sorrymx.
then WE WENT TO EAT SUPPER WITH JASPER.
it was SATAY. SATAY. SATAY. ohmygosh. SATAY!

haha okay so my xmas eve wasnt THAT bad..
went home and got nagged at.
once, twice, thrice...
spent my first few mins of xmas talking to cheeky shawny roi and lowell.
then the first hour doing my homework. wth. yes wth.
thanks to shawny boy who kept GRUMBLING at me to go sleep.
roars stupid threats of staying up with me.
the GUAI GUAI me gave in and went to sleep at 1:26am.
see im so nice. haha.

woke up went to vivo with mum and bro.
ate at some combined jap rest then walked around before tea-ing.
roars its not that i cant spend time at home.if u guys were nicer to me, things would be so much easier.i hate staying at home now. but well, i have no choice, do i?what matters, life goes on.it doesnt matter. the same pissing thing happens like what every hour we spend together. and u dont even try to fix it. just keep making it worst. yes u're making it worst. if u havent realised, lectures dont work on me. stop showing ur freaking pms to me. really. one moment the devil one moment the angel. sorry, if u think being smart, smiling and not showing ur displeasure to those around u will command u respect and admiration from relatives, it doesnt work on me. at all. im not trying to say that u suck or whatever, i have no right to critisize. (sounds familiar?) it doesnt matter what i do, u just wont see the effort. so why should i bother? stop critisizing me and then scold me for critisizing u. sorry, feedback doesnt work that way. well, if u're here, u would be saying im spending too much time on the com? hm u're so predictable. i no longer have no interest in spending time with u. just leave me alone.

msges:
hennes-some things are just unpredictable. im not even sure of where we stand at this current point. but well, i suggest we let things fade away. if there's really something we gotta do, we'll do it. just... not now.
cheeky-hey girl thanks for everything. really. (: really miss the times we could just slack around. well, life's hard. life's hard. and trust me, mine isnt much better than urs. we just gotta STICK tgt (not literally cause u stink!!) and see how things goes k? no matter what, we still got radio stations. HAHAHA.
shawny-dude. thanks. well i really dunno how to say, like everything's already been said to u. but ya, u've been a great friend! haha (: anyway more mugging time next year.
jasper-haiz u emo kia. hahaha still dare say me. ohh yes i went home and emo. but guess what, he's not the main reason. well, i cant have fun. with so many things to settle in life (including all the shit i got myself into) i can only enjoy to my heart's content with few pple. and yessh u're one of them. haha more satays to come ya? (:



92nd post.
somehow its a nice number.
only you know why.

so many things happened in my life.
and one sentence to sum everything up
im here, standing proud and happy, cause of those close ones in my life.
they never fail to be there when i need them.
THANKS GUYS!

short post.
cause i gotta go sleep le.
more updates soon.
i hope.