82rd post.
MAJOR CRAMPING SESSION.

today's our SS paper.
wrote non-stop for 1 and a half hours.
and yiting is so proud of herself.

sorry r0ii.
for making you cry today.
please dont cry when i do tomorrow alrights?
it hurts to see u so sad!!
cheer up k?
cause everything will be fine.
no matter how things turn out to be,
i'll have u guys by my side.
and so do u(:
plus i'll cook porridge to cheer u up!!

yes this reetard girl cried.
[and can i say, in front of cavan again?!?!]
ohh man no more reputation of the strong strong girl im supposed to be liao..
haha. anyways thanks guys.
for helping me see the true meaning of being in a relationship.
& the power of friendship.
i love you all!!

maybe deep down, u'll forever be a selfish bastard.

jasper: hey. i really miss talking to you. loads. someday. just wait, i'll prove that ur sacrifice is for nothing. (: its not gonna work. not like i didnt try it before. well thanks for being there for me all this while. i promised i'll be there for u always. i'll fulfil that promise.

& shes confused.
prove me wrong, hennes.



81st post.
hah i rmbed its not 'th'(:

bio spa. then subway.
hah and i realised eugene is such a sweet guy.
one thing though: hes a real joker.
(: hey get yourself civilised.
and you'll be the perfect boyfriend.
see. im a motivator.!

aliciawee.aka.BOYFRIEND.
hey girl. as i said u almost made me cry today man.
yeah i know you aint being mean.
just truthful.
and the truth hurts me too much.
i wanted to say 'but hes the only guy i have feelings for'
but if i said that, my tears are sure to pour.
so i kept it inside instead.
yeah many guys out there. i know...
but they all aint him. right?
like so many girls out there.
but u're the one i chosen to be my BOYFRIEND.
same reasoning.
its like a special feeling.
that same heart-pumping feeling.
anyway thanks for being there for me.
after exams, thats the right time for me to cry.
now i just gotta fix my end-of-years.
cause i dont wanna drop a single of my trip science.
i love mrlim mrlam and msmong!

thanks roi.



80th post.
nice number :))

and my day is great.

english exams turned out okay.
since i didnt screwed it up.
as badly as my OLEVELS PHYSIC SPA.
haha i screw it up a litle i guess(:

hm then macs at kallang!
in alphabetical order:
cavan.edwin.enlai.eugene.kianchang.kimwee.shawn.zongyu.
so many e's.
hm yup the walk to the bus stop to take bus 158 home.
AND THE BUSES DONT LIKE US.
cause 31, 158, 32, 14 came before we reached!
roars.
yup but nice kimwee waited for my bus with me.
THANKS MR KOHKIMWEE.
haha sorry for making u miss ur 32.
and making u board HOT AND STUFFY 14.
but i know u dont mind(:
haha anyways thanks.
for sacrificing ur dota for me!

oh girl. so sad u couldnt come.
took funny videos.
haha show u tmr alrights?
(: MISS YOU.
lynette. [aka. girlfriend.]

hey u ruined my mood in the morning..
haha no lahs, just kidding.
but promise not to treat urself like a substitute alrights?
u're not and u never will be(:
u deserve so much better.
and once again, thanks for being by my side.
jasper. [aka. 'boyfriend']

TO EVERYONE:
MUG HARD FOR EXAMS!
no matter who u are, i share some luck with u k?
cause im so nice. and random.

random convo:
background: kianchang loves tapping me on my shoulder.
and im so used to it that whenever someone
taps on my shoulder, i'll say 'KC'.
kc: *taps*
yt: KC
kc: who me?
yt: yes you.
kc: couldnt be.
yt: then who?
kc: who stole the cookie from the cookie jar?
yt: who me?
kc: yes you.
yt: couldnt be.
kc: then who?
yt and kc: *turns around, looks at kimwee*
yt and kc: kimwee stole the cookie from the cookie jar.
kw: yes.
yt and kc: *laughs* YES YOU.

haha omg we are CHILDISH.
nevermind. things like that put a huge smile on my face!
ohh and kc and kw, stop being sick. ROARS.
i'll punch u then take ur cookies. ((:

-thanks guys. suddenly memories of sticking together surface in my mind. i really treasure our friendship, no matter how small or insigificant it seems to be. everyone of you matters a lot to me(: thanks for being there. some way or another.
i shall not bother listing names or i might forget some. haha so if u're my friend, the above message is for u! (:



79th post.
one more to 80.

hah im so lame.
anyway i specially came here for one person.
haha one request to post bout him(:

yes you. haha.
as i said, if u read this, u're so dead.
XD haha anyway i so miss our nightly talks.
really i do.
but 40mins last night. not bad wors.
and now that i know u din sleep after i did
im pissed. haha no lahs im not.
anyways take care of urself dude.
and dont emo le lah k?
shes not worth it(:
jasper
i shall not type that word here.
or i'll gg.

xoxo.



78th post.
wakaka i love my tagboard.

lol thanks to a certain someone,
i gotta tag now.
so first, to her.
lol the jealous kia XD.

to mr BOYFRIEND:
haha see later i tio kp ur fault.
(: anyways love ur company DUDE!
ohh and see ar i got dedicate msg to u hor.
so dont jealous le k? miss u DUDE.
although ur class is RIGHT next to mine.
haha okok anyway heck care x or jy lahs.
guess it doesnt matter anymore?
their presence wont change my judgement/decision.
i hope.
what matters, i know u'll be there for me.
AND STOP MAKING ME BLUSH!
okay that was totally random.

to ms GIRLFRIEND:
hey girl! haha i know i could have just smsed u but...
haha since i tagged to ali dude so i guess i shouldnt leave u out!
wakakaka think im super nice sia. :D
and i dont know what to say le.
ohh right. u better start reading chinese storybooks/ listening to chinese songs.
or u will become the opposite of wumeixian laoshi.
yup and ALL THE BEST!
oh and i cant say add oil in chinese now. BLAH BLAH BLAH.

to mr cavan and edwin and roi:
haha thanks guys for always cheering me up!
cavan's "na ur dog.."
ROARS.
and always suaning me.
cavan's "some PEOPLE ar dont know how to listen."
ROARS. AGAIN. XD.
haha and edwins retard smile and random comments..
"bball?" "prata?" "fat sia u!"
ROARS X 3. haha later i really grow fat u DIE.
haha cause u promised to yang me if nobody wants me.
hahahaha but i got LONG QUEUE okay. ROARROARROAR.
roi. u and ur FRUITS. or rather fruit juices.
hha but the peach was NICE!
except i din dare to eat the part that touch the ruler.
which means i ate a lot of saliva.
come to think of it, YUCK! haha
and we ate in the staffroom.....
let me hear u say HEY HOHO. (:
love u 3 dudes sia.
MUG HARD! one last roar. ROAR.

okay one last person.
PAONEO. hah. i rmbed ur nick okay!
and stop touching my hair lah u.
eh i was really shocked to hear: i give u more stuff than i give her.
serious lah.. start treating her like how u should a long time ago.
if u're gonna continue being a jerk to her, im gonna slap u i tell u.
i've been there done that. i know how it feels to have a JERK as a bf.
so STOP BEING ONE.
ohh and thanks for that random blue pen.
haha and okay i wanted to say stop giving me random blue stuff but...
DONT STOP. haha. okok that sounds so bitch. nevermind..
LOL I AM DRUG FREE. haha im super drug free lahs. XD.
colinneoneo.

may our love die young.
may our love never die.

& i miss you.
and you.



77th post.
and im getting sick.
and tired of my blog.

haha the only thing that interests me is my tagboard.
and half the people who tags there i dont know who.
like '--' and '.'
ooh im like making funny faces.

okay i shall thank pple!
thanks to LYNETTE.
for inviting me over to ur house.
to study.
although im not sure if i can be there.
haha. i miss u so much girl!

thanks to 'x'.
for helping me realise that
even after i promised him.
i cant get over the fact over what
you two did and said.
yeah. f this.
yeah. i said what i wanted to say.
and now i hope he wont be reading this.
let me. let him. and let urself.
lead our own separate lives alrights?
if u really wanna hang on to him,
go contact him or whatevers.
CAUSE I DONT GIVE A DAMN.
once. twice. thrice. i just wont get shy.
puh-lease. and stop tagging as 'x'
like no one knows who u are.
so bored to come tag so often?
why? cause he's not entertaining
ur desires? to be more specific, financial/monetary desires.
i love him. for him.
u love him. for his atm card and his wallet.
who's the bytch eh?

fthis./



76th post.
and i promised.

haha i promised to do this so...
thanks kohkimwee.
for helping me hold my stuff and waiting up.
SO i could tie my shoelaces.
haha. irritating ones.
which keep falling off after a few mins.
means this silly girl had to keep tying.
MANY times along the way.
the LONG way to imm.
from the SINGAPORE SCIENCE CENTRE.

hey dude. get well soon.
maybe u wont be reading this.
but who knows?
haha. if u do, takecares.

did 'x' changed to 'lol'?
i wonder. eh wait.
i dont.


~daoer.



75th post.
and finally it's over.

njrc is finally over.
oh gee i hear my bro means i gotta go.
update next time(:



74th post.
and my good mood's back again.

well kinda.
at least the bad mood is gone.
haha but now i have a stomach ache.
and i shall blame it on dillian!
(: lala.s

and i got a new goal.
to not give a freaking damn bout people who suck!
and that includes x.
BUT TOTALLY NOT X=0.
cause he rocks my world.
PS: not give a freaking damn means replying but not having my mood affected.
PPS: i dont backmouth people. doubt anyone knows how to do that.
PPPS: love cannot be measured. so how can u love him more than me?
PPPPS: hah. u should look around. u wont find him anymore. what does that show?
XD.

life's good.
cause i have:
FRIENDS
GOOD FRIENDS.
CLOSE FRIENDS.
BEST FRIENDS.
GIRL FRIENDS.
GIRLFRIENDS.
BOY FRIENDS.
BOYFRIENDS.
thanks guys. you guys rock.
and i dont know what i'll do without you.

she loves. hates. likes. dislikes.
but she'll never give up.



73th post.
dillian's great.

haha just spent loads of time with my JIEJIE.
she so rocks my life.
but her sis doesnt really though.
haha. anyway im soo gonna spend more time there.

okay shall not tallk bout what happened there.
cause im in a bloody bad mood.
it aint bout what i see on my tagboard.
it's bout what someone did when he saw.
WHAT THE F.../
is what u doing shielding her?
CAUSE I DONT GIVE A DAMN.
i put my heart and soul into this.
if it aint gonna work,
i can tell u now that
I WILL GIVE UP..
cause there isn't even a good reason
for me to try this hard now.
F.../

thanks. (:
yes im smiling.
happy? lol.



72nd post.
i made new records.

edwin: 4 consecutive meals together.
[can be more de lorhs. but we too full to have lunch.]
did we do more than that during fll? haha i cant remember.
and didnt count. so we'll leave it at 4(:

jasper: 12hours.
lol. 12 hours dude! haha.
and our sleeping patterns gone haywire.
(:

hennes?: days.
i dont know if this counts.
but we havent spoken to each other face to face for days.
roars.



71st post.
and i need a rest.

so does cavan and edwin.
guess all we need now is time to think things through.
and the temptation to do anything rash.

are you there?
because it seems like you're never here.
changing after olevels (or whatever shit)
seems reasonable. i guess.
but will it be too late?

thanksforbeingthere.

life is unfair.
life sucks.
but it is so much better with friends.
.lynetteyap.cavanlau.edwinyeap.shawntan.roitan.colinneo.kohkimwee.
.jasperloong.leecheepeng.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KOH KIM WEE.
hah. you're finally the same age as me.
sorry for the late post.
ohh and you better keep the barbie doll properly.
(: have fun with it.
and stop torturing me~
haha I AM INNOCENT.

hate.love.justfriends.
sometimes it's hard to tell the difference.