98th post.
and emotional breakdown.
just for that 11.8seconds.

well short intro for those who has better things to do than to hear me rant about my life. which i wanted to say is pathetic but it is SO NOT.

exco. well, i just gotta say it's always "the pot calling the kettle black".
empty promises yet again, and it seems like we're not ONE.
latest ending at 4:30. turns out it dragged to 6plus.
why am i not surprised?
well, im totally fine with spending time.
we are supposed to be the ELITES.
dont you think we could have done so much more during that time?
miscommunication whatnot.
we SAY we're bonded. but open displeasure shown.
that's something we ALL gotta think about eh?

you.andyou. im disappointed. yes, promises not honoured. broken once and again. so sick of everything. well, it seems like u've once again put relationship matters over friendship. im not gonna say another word. but u've lost my trust in you.

hennes. i really had enough. no more. im not gonna be duped by you another time. your stupid promises. that u never fulfil. haiz. u want me to give u another chance. for the gazillionth time. well, prove it. prove that u deserve it. cause right now, all i can say is u dont. all i see is that immature guy who keeps repeating his mistakes despite saying/promising that he'll change. u want me to confide in u yet u're adding to my shit. please, when time comes, u always seem to be busy with everything else. be it work or whatever. i dont mind u working, i really dont. at least u dont spend the time idling at home. but well, how can u even offer to spend time with me during ur "working hours"? u're just showing me u're offering for the sake of doing it. im sick of everything. as i said, stop tying me down.

shawn. well as i said, it's like u're the only close but non-shit bringer. thanks for being there dude. it's like i dont know, u seem to be able to read my mind. roars. and sometimes it's not a good thing. (: just for you.

life's hard.
and nothing's gonna stop me anymore.
nothing else matters anymore.
just me and my grades.
plus non-shit bringer, of course
-antishitt-