105th post.
wow my blog is old.

today is the offical day which ME walked all the way home from school. PLUS i even stopped by shawn's house. means i think i increased the distance. it tooked 40mins from shawns house. WOOHOO i rock. well, been wanting to do this for very long. i guess i got my long-lost self disclipine back. yups i love long walks. cause without knowingly, i thought about what i wanted in life. my life's in a mess now. everyone can see that. spacing out in class halfway. eating honeydew (i'm hungry!). and just plain watching thoughts swim around in my mind. haiz. i dont wanna go into olevels like this shit. so i've decided. im gonna start fixing myself. starting from my attitude. if u bochap me, that's what u're gonna get from me. no more caring more than i need to. well, its taxing on me. stressful. and just plain sianz. why bother? looking for someone when the one u can really count on at ALL times is none other than yourself. im not saying im dropping all relationships (be it friendship, r.s or family) just gonna spend lesser commitments and time on some of them.

thinking of getting a non-emo blog.
-www.whenallfails-dontworrycausesomeonewillbewatchingoveryou.blogspot.com-
but i think it's too long. playthateccentricbassoon
how about www.whenallfails-i'llbebesideyoualltheway.blogspot.com?