104th post.
and its tuesday again.

wow what a nice way to start off my day. making up my mind to sack one section six member. oh no, im not blaming myself. sorry huangxue. it's not just for your grooming. it's your attitude. towards the board as a whole. even during band, don't forget you're still a councillor. pardon your dear section leaders for their incapability to explain this to you. cause they do not have the patience and mental strength to handle this fked up issue.
one word to summarise my life - moodswing. i don't know why. just feel so unbalanced. and i never seem to have enough time for myself. well, maybe i just gotta start getting used to be alone? don't worry people, i'll be fine.
found a special song. by david cook. lyrics include: so lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright. well, at least this seems practical. maybe i shouldnt get promises/answers/truth from you anymore. maybe a lie would work the best.
olevels. and this dear girl haven't found a sense of urgency yet. a pathetic C amaths WORKSHEET. mind you, it's just a worksheet. and i couldn't even get a good grade. whattheheck.
i've turned back into the forgetful girl i once was. just today, i forgot a total of 3 things. its time to really sort things through. no more screwed up schooldays. academics and me are gonna be all that matters.

sometimes, i just don't know what the hell i'm doing.