93rd post.
and im forced to post.

hahaha few names to sum up:
CHEEMEIXUAN
KEKQIANYUN
SHAWNTANCHEECHONG
will explain later.

meeting with mr chua ended early.
so went back to pc room to discuss whats for lunch.
decided on seoul garden and headed over to bugis.
after a long meal with some wastage, we are SUPER FULL.
meixuan wasnt. cause she vomitted everything out.
yup last man (WOMAN) standing is none other than yours truly.
of course, thanks to shawn for cooking/peeling prawns and lowell for the evil concoction.

went home with the above three reetards and play bball in the rain.
we were so totally drenched.
smelling like seoul garden, sweat and rain.
shawn went home, and me kek and cheeky watched tv.
then i went to bathe before sending kek to her doorstep.
mum decided ever so firmly not to let me go watch movie with shawns family.
so i had to stay home with smelly cheeky. hahahaha. sorrymx.
then WE WENT TO EAT SUPPER WITH JASPER.
it was SATAY. SATAY. SATAY. ohmygosh. SATAY!

haha okay so my xmas eve wasnt THAT bad..
went home and got nagged at.
once, twice, thrice...
spent my first few mins of xmas talking to cheeky shawny roi and lowell.
then the first hour doing my homework. wth. yes wth.
thanks to shawny boy who kept GRUMBLING at me to go sleep.
roars stupid threats of staying up with me.
the GUAI GUAI me gave in and went to sleep at 1:26am.
see im so nice. haha.

woke up went to vivo with mum and bro.
ate at some combined jap rest then walked around before tea-ing.
roars its not that i cant spend time at home.if u guys were nicer to me, things would be so much easier.i hate staying at home now. but well, i have no choice, do i?what matters, life goes on.it doesnt matter. the same pissing thing happens like what every hour we spend together. and u dont even try to fix it. just keep making it worst. yes u're making it worst. if u havent realised, lectures dont work on me. stop showing ur freaking pms to me. really. one moment the devil one moment the angel. sorry, if u think being smart, smiling and not showing ur displeasure to those around u will command u respect and admiration from relatives, it doesnt work on me. at all. im not trying to say that u suck or whatever, i have no right to critisize. (sounds familiar?) it doesnt matter what i do, u just wont see the effort. so why should i bother? stop critisizing me and then scold me for critisizing u. sorry, feedback doesnt work that way. well, if u're here, u would be saying im spending too much time on the com? hm u're so predictable. i no longer have no interest in spending time with u. just leave me alone.

msges:
hennes-some things are just unpredictable. im not even sure of where we stand at this current point. but well, i suggest we let things fade away. if there's really something we gotta do, we'll do it. just... not now.
cheeky-hey girl thanks for everything. really. (: really miss the times we could just slack around. well, life's hard. life's hard. and trust me, mine isnt much better than urs. we just gotta STICK tgt (not literally cause u stink!!) and see how things goes k? no matter what, we still got radio stations. HAHAHA.
shawny-dude. thanks. well i really dunno how to say, like everything's already been said to u. but ya, u've been a great friend! haha (: anyway more mugging time next year.
jasper-haiz u emo kia. hahaha still dare say me. ohh yes i went home and emo. but guess what, he's not the main reason. well, i cant have fun. with so many things to settle in life (including all the shit i got myself into) i can only enjoy to my heart's content with few pple. and yessh u're one of them. haha more satays to come ya? (: