90th post.
everything's screwed.

so much happened.
so little time.
so im just gonna end this with:

for those who care, i've finally broken up. yes yay but haiz truthfully im not okay. but i know with you guys, i'll be fine. life's been meaningful. and i learn so much. well a certain someone told me with every relationship (even failed ones) we learnt something. so.. i learnt never to trust guys as bfs. cause there's a jerk in every single one of them. and when they ask u to wait for them, u better think twice. cause there is never any gurantee.

for those who dont, just scram. i dont need ur sacrasm at this point of time. and to a certain someone who prefers being known by an alphabet, i dont wanna see u, ur alphabet or ur name. simply put, get out of my life. no more vulgarities or criticism here, thank you. cause they ain't appreciated at all.

for him, empty promises yet again. well, what can i say? u admired him right? so jealous i would cry over him and get myself so sad, well, u did the same. thanks. u've proven all my friends right? why not for once, just prove me right? i hate pple saying they'll do something when they wont. and fyi, if u still think its my fault in this failed relationship (again), THINK TWICE. call me a jerk if u want. at least i wasnt playing around with some bitch who only 'loves' me for my money during the time i should be studying for my olevels. i believe if it wasnt for her, my wait wont be as tough. nonetheless, this will still happen? cause u wont learn. cause u wont treasure. cause u'll always be that immature kid who will do whatever it takes to get what he wants.

my feelings stay.
dont ask why.
if u ever need my help in any way,
i promise i'll still be there for u.
but as a friend and nothing more.