85th post.
my life has been suckish.

realised i've havent been tagging for a long time.
so much have happened these days...
and i've tried soo hard to cheer myself up.
can i say when it only works 25%?
maybe some things should be left slack.
and not held so tightly.
some things that i, and we, should not care so much about.

well anyways here goes:
wednesday-
emaths paper.
then went to see ms serene lee.
i got into some sudoku finals.
haha nice joking with beeleng then.
(: i miss hm'ers.
then went to cage with roi and lyn and enlai.
nice bus ride i guess.
though some unhappy happenings.
and some emo talk with my dear lynette.
haha. yup arrived at cage and saw loads people there.
left halfway with lyn and roi.
[only the 3 of us know what's the true reason i guess]
went to kfc. [nope roi, not those initials]
ate with roi and lyn.
then they watch me eat.
since roi finished his two pc meal in the time lyn finish her cheese fries.
and lyn finished her meal in the time i finish my cheese fries.
haha roi eats SUPER fast. (:
then went to THE BASEMENT.
then went to THE ROOFTOP.
roi told the yoguru guy his yogurt joke.
GUY STUNNED. hahaa. soo funny.
sat at the GUMMY BEAR chair and chit chat for a while.
before me and lyn headed home.
thanks roi! for sending us to the bus stop(:

thursday-
went to school early in the morning.
for deco. SIANZ.
then go find tchr, she say 'i tot tmr?'
so we went to play bball. (: hot hot.
and boy did we lose our stamina.
then went to canteen chit chat.
help the ccls tie string a while.
ended up slacking more.
haha then we play with the shitty ball!
the bottle caps.
ohh man i miss soccer.
roi got stung by a spider.
and heroic ETHAN saved his life!
woots.
yup then went to parkway to meet lyn.
kop keith's wasabi fries.
and it wasnt really nice. haha.
went to ajisen ramen.
roi's curry burnt my ulcer.
btw shawn, it's still there.
ROARS.
rushed back to sch for cip.
tio con by tchr.
ms ho at first say finish moving tables can go.
then drag drag drag.
more and more stuff we had to do.
me and roi carried 4 a4 paper box each!
when we carried it, it was taller than us!!
haiz just to say that i've been real disappointed in some people.
like a certain guy who refused to be a responsible cip'ian.
forget it lahs. maybe sometimes we should put in our best.
cause we wont reap the things we deserve.

friday-
went to school early for deco.
today's almost the worst and almost the best too.
(: got chased out of school.
wow. haha aiyah, it doesnt matter to me.
cause i know i didnt do anything wrong.
yes u said we couldnt wear home bottoms to school.
but u said it on the day sec3s didnt need to come to frc?
would i be dumb enuf to wear home pants and walk to a dm,
if i knew it werent allowed?
haiz. some brain.
the respect reduced.
somehow i just dont like the way u discipline students.
and... it motivates me to either be a better tchr or not be one.
i choose the latter.
my attitude wont change.
as long as i believe what im doing is right.
scold me all u want.
but stop using 'you are a councillor' on us.
IT DOESNT WORK THAT WAY.
then went to mac.
finally got my HOT MILK.
it was nice... haha.
stained my pants. roars!
but that was the end of my bad day.
went to kallang leisure, again.
ICE SKATE! woots.
it was freaking FUN! (:
lalala i didnt fall. yay me!
haha and i saved lyn's and roi's butt!
lol then went to eat dessert at the kopitiam.
it wasnt nice. but i love their company! (:
thanks guys. u rock! haha.
went to arcade. and i saw roi's gay side.
i mean, saw his gay side even more clearly.
haha he rolled up his pants and cover them with his jacket.
he looked GAY! haha pity no picture seh.
then went home.. i think. cant rmb(:

saturday-
went to the dentist.
ohh man. braces only after my batam trip.
which is in december.
busy busy busy girl.
too many commitments lers..
and i dont feel like going cambodia with YOU.
meanie lousy pple-chaser mood-spoiler.
yup then went to tm to shop.
mum embarrassed me AGAIN.
but still, i love going out with her.
hahah it's like bringing ur younger sis out.
SOO FUN! (:

sunday.today-
went to his house for tuition.
and his piano is totally off-tuned.
who uses a piano as a display item?
SIAO. anyway it was fun.
hah sorry i got mad at the last part.
i dont know.
i hate using ur phone only with u grabbing it away halfway through.
it makes me think...
haiz forget it.
i had EVERY reason to doubt u.
i still do.
what matters, work hard.
after olevels. after olevels. after olevels.

im tired. i really am.
thanks to roi and lyn.
who makes my day so much better all the time!
special thanks to roi.
the naughty one who refuses to stop replying even with burst-ed-ed-ed bills.
haha. (:

love wavers.
true love reignites itself.

true friendship stands the test of the extremes.