& i miss you.

70th post.
ohh man blogging seems really meaningless now.

i tried so hard.

when i was young.
i cried. you comforted me.
and scolded him.
when i was older.
i grumbled. you acted like i was an insensible girl.
you think he's right.
and now.
i keep things to myself.
maybe it is better this way.

i want you.
to be by my side.
all the time.
will you?