51st post.

yes. ice skating is so so fun.
haha met kc ryan and edwin at bedok interchange in the morning.
and i was late. haha.
and kc tio bird poop early in the morning:D
haha then took 16 to kallang leisure park.
yes kang kiat and eunice were on the bus.
and we had such a nice show to watch.
hahaha. shall no reveal anything here:D
then went ice skating! wootz.
i was the only one who din fall can!
i so rocks. haha.
edwin and kc kept falling like nobody's business.
waging snow ball fight with ryan!
haha. cause only the two of us knew how to make ice!
so so so fun. and the end, ryan fell too.
once but still counted as fall before.
so i was the only who din fall!
yayy me!
haha. then went to arcade to play.
whole day tio own by kc in bball machine.
arggh gotta start training my stamina.
then i can own him in both REAL bball and FAKE bball.
hahaha. then went for lunch - pasta mania.
yes. we saw loads of cchms pple there can.
then went to catch forbidden kingdom.
yayys the show so rocks.
and ryan and kc are SO RETARDED.
haha edwin too. but din sit next to him.
lucky. he'll throw popcorn at me...
then went to arcade, AGAIN!
then went home. hahaha.

yes. finally my long day is accounted for.

arrgh. i hate this time of the month. cause u havent reply for dunno how long le. haiz dunno what to say. just that everytime i think of him, tears still flow. i also dunno why. i know he'll always be a jerk. i know im still waiting for him. yes im dumb. but well, guess im too used to seeing him by my side all the time. major change. gotta get used to it. i feel empty. im so totally sick now. `flu`cough`legs hurt from soccer`legs hurt from ice skating`muscle aches from bball machine. and yes i so totally agree with myself now. the fact that im numbing myself with activities. heck. at least im happy at that moment. it doesn't matter to anyone. seriously.

i like tv now.
cause i can always blame the show
for my tears.
tears that flow uncontrollably.