48th post.

lols i like 48.
randomness~
anyways slept late last night.
talk to kc till my hands so suan.
yeah. waited for cavan.
then when i left, he came online.
retarded us.
woke up went for breakfast.
then headache so decided to rest for 10 mins.
and 10 mins became 2hrs and 15mins.
arggh so much to study so little time.
think im gonna screw chem up.
sorry mr lam.
time now is 12:57.
and he hasnt smsed me.
so empty.
hehe anyways me and cavan came up with a plan.
but now we gotta find our ingredient.
lols a very rare ingredient.
which is almost impossible to find.
ahh wells, back to racking my brain.
for the ingredient.

it's better to have loved and lost;
than never to be loved at all.

cp: i dont know why. but i just suddenly dont feel like talking to u. if u're reading this. im sorry. but im just freaking emo, alrights? i dont know why but im starting to doubt everyone around me. especially the guys. they will only be my friends. nothing more. who should i trust? you?
roi: hey dun emo le kaes? she so doesnt deserve a guy like u. if she cant see what's inside u, she's dumb and blind. if she can, she just doesnt have the right feelings for ya. and dun forget ur main role is a student. so get ur results way high. dun lose to me k? or i'll never help u pack ur stuff again ar! hmmm if u can give her up, give it up. as i said it'll make things so much easier. and as i already said so many times u can survive without anyone. stay strong dude. and believe in yourself. u rock. u choose the girl. not get chosen by the girl. rock on~
cavan: u too. another emo one. but i guess u're taking it so much better than roi. anyways i dont think she is that kind of girl but i guess u two are not meant to be for now? friends are better than nothing. and if u really do like her, go for it. u noe all of us will be behind u! :D jiayous.

cherish what you have in the present.
forgive anyone for their wrongdoings.
forget any unpleasant memories.
never regret anything you do.
love with all your might
cause you may never get a second chance.

should i?
ahh wells.
exams can be like ice.
it can numb you.
till you have no more feelings.
for anything.
i give up.