I'M NOT A HAPPY GIRL TODAY.

YITING IS AN EMO GIRL TODAY.

SHE WILL HOPE AND PRAY THAT TOMORROW WILL

BE BETTER.

today is chung cheng's bazaar-by-the-lake.
sounds so cool rite?
but none of the stalls are right next to the lake.
how ironic.
walked ard abit then went to help out at the food and mascot stall.
well, i had nothing to do also.
then went for lunch with cavan and edwin.
my two cute childish little bros.
at old airport road.
and i had so much fun dripping water into edwin's shirt.
yes, i wasn't poking u with my umbrella lah.
just dripping water.
then went back.
queue for the haunted house so long.
then reaching le bro call want me go to the sec1 one with him.
cuz he scared. lols.
so bo liao, just walk around in the dark.
then go back sec4 one.
not very scary lah. cuz cannot really see the person's face.
oh then walk around with bro and got loads of food.
and went to count money coupons with jamie and rachel.
haha after that, things got really funny.
went to shawn's house there play soccer.
though i got a few injuries and a pair of red socks,
IT WAS SO FUN AND FUNNY.
then went home.
i cried on the bus.

sorry guys. i only got time enough tears for two personal dedications.

CP: yeah, u first. dont say you werent even supposed to know me, cause i believe we're destined to meet. something told u to get my no. from his phone, that something brought us together as friends. and i wanna thank that something. i never regretted smsing u, cuz i found a friend in u. i wun give up. i wun give up fighting for my happiness. as i said, i live life the way I want it. well, in the end, it's still ur choice. follow ur heart. <3

HENNES: you've changed so much. i cant believe u did wad u did. thanks for breaking us up. u wanna noe how it feels? it's like digging ur heart our with a fork, not even a spoon. u noe something? it's not him breaking us up, it's u. u say u're pissed at me for smsing him. wad bout wad u've done? nevermind. all these that happened is nobody's fault. if it has to be somebody's, let it be mine. not his. not urs. u think i'll be happy after i've lost a fren? u said u wun be happy if im not. so wouldnt breaking us up cause 3 people to be sad?

tears streaming down my face.
this is not wad i want.
this is not wad u want either.
so why do it?
crying.
on the outside and on the inside.
and nobody but u can help.