I'M AN EMO GIRL TODAY.

morning go eat roti prata with mum and bro.
and i ate the same amount as bro!
woohoo~ time to lose weight.
cuz for lunch, i had billy bombers.
with bro again(:
then went out with kc cavan and edwin.
fun seh.
my 2 bros and my cat partner.
went to get a new ball.
then go ecp kick ball.
then go marine parade play bball.
YITING IS A FREAKING NOOBSHIT.
cause she lost.
her team outnumbered the other.
why? her heart was somewhere else.
YITING IS A GOOD CAMPER.
then went home.
i cried on the bus.
and on the walk back home.
and now.

why? i hate this. i wish u could just ignore wad he says. do u think he really cares about me? i noe u do. do u honestly think i will be happy with him? after wad he done to u and me. u cant tell me that u want this, not without betraying ur conscience. so why bother bout wad he feels? i.. i.. i dun wanna let u go. it's like i feel so empty without u. both u and him noes i value friendship over relationship. yet he's doing this to us. u noe wad? i hate him. i depise him. and i'll never be with him. i cant stop thinking of it. and everytime i do, tears stream down my face. if i can control it, i will. but i cant. continue to be there for me.<3

Ilongtoseeyou.
ButI'mafraidthatI'llbreakdown,
Evenwithaglimpseofyou.

it's over between us.
no matter how you try to mend things.
it's all too late.

i want a shoulder to lie on.

but who's?